Wednesday, October 19, 2005
One day of Rest
well today morning i didn't slept at all...i did my work till like 5 plus in the morning and then in the end i see tat no point sleeping anymore so i just got to washup and have early breakfast...also i got to school early...school is as usual the same...well...nothing much...after class finish...went into the lift..woohoo...theres a babe in there...she's from Gabby's class...haiz...ah lians ah...no attraction at all...so forgot bout her...went home straight...slept in the train and when i reached home...slpet again...then sarah sort of woke me up...this is when i found out that i was late...sheesh...michelle confirm angry sia...i overslept. got to the com...did some research on Roy lichenstein, then after tat...chatted for a while...talked to sarah too..well starting to call each other names already...dearie and stuff...omg...my heartis melting...ah...the liking has sort of slowly moulded into love...but this is like a Romeo and juliet kinda relationship...well wat to do...her bro dun like me but i guess i can do something bout it somehow...noting is impossible to me...nothing...gotta persevere. yup sarah was kinda tired so she went ahead and slept 1st...i watched bleach later on...woo cool...Ichigo was way cool...can't wait for episode 55 where all the action is...woohoo...after tat...i just listen to some songs and stuff while working on powerpoint. kinda boring but wat to do...its my day where i can put my mind aside and chill...2days to go...zoo trip...i just can't wait...yup yup yup. its gonna be a wonderful day...wahahaha...going out with the girl i like plus having to have fun while bringing our relationship one step higher. its llike killing three birds with on stone...amazing...! well...i wonder if all scorio are like tat but i guess no bah...i'm more like revealing my true self to her so tat she knows the real me...some peeps...can't imagine they potray themselves as a nice guy in front o ftheir girl and when it became a BGR thingy...they reveal their true form...sheesh!...not truthful to themselve...shame on them...i know myself well enough so....its not possible...yup yup yup...
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11:39 AM
11:39 AM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Today Busy Busy...
Today wa s a very busy day...school was all fine...except the part where nani was not in school...wonder if she's ok...i sure hope so. Anyway...michell me and yan hong went to makan together...anyway...basic drawimg was slack as usual. talk so crap at sunshine plaza...ok the food was also crap...Gillian...u still say the food nice...haiz...maybe its another stall...woops...forgive me gillian...after tat...went ahead to have desert...i have mango sorbet. Freaking ex sia...$4.50 but its gd...nice....ahuh ahuh! after tat it freaking rain...haiz...waited waited until the mment michelle finished her cigarette..then run...all the way back to school...gd thing wasn't raining reallt heavy...went up to library...saw bestie fizah...shard a friendship hug... and talk...ahuh ahuh...hafiz was watching russel peters...haiz...got pretty bored of it...well sort of slack at library...well...pradeep was obsessed with Gabby...ahuh ahuh!honestly...Gabby was really pretty...well..ahuh ahuh! too bad got BF liao..pradeep give it a miss..i actually wanted to know Gabby's frend...the cool one...but...hmm...i'll see bout tat. yup...anywayjust slack till i finish class...went to library with michelle and clement...and we look through watercolour books...some interesting books. Borrowed one cool book...after tat we went home...soon...i realise tat the book i borrowed was actually guide to acrylic paint...WAH!... i wanted watercolour...haiz! then when reach home...guess wat...i immediately got to work...4hrs straight i was working on my basic drawing landscape watercolour painting...whew...at last...bout 9.30...i finished it. happy happy...i showed it to mum...wahaha...impressive she said....woohoo...everyone comment and they were gd one...whew...my effort have paid off...woohoo...watercolour is indeed hard...really hard...
then i got myself like a few hrs rest...Talk to Sarah too...hmm romeo and juliet kinda situation kinda complex but this sat..i'm looking forward to our date to the zoo...its gonna be fun and i know it...yes...Dun waoory Sarah...everything will work out fine and i belief so...later gotta work again liao...nap 1st then work...well...most likely be sleeping at bout 4.30...again another sleepless nite...wat to do...but no fear! the nightmare will soon be over....no worries. Another gd news...i got myself a limited ed... 501 levis jeans..cool huh...will be wearing it on tue nx week..woohoo...cool cool...YESH!
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8:13 AM
8:13 AM
Friday, October 14, 2005
Today ah...urm pretty normal but...kinda miss her!
Today was considered a pretty normal..wats abnormal is tat i miss HVA lesson...was doing my assignment in the library. Can't really talk much today...dunno watsup with me. Well after finishing up my work...i got to Photography class. there we learnt a thing or two bout aperture and f-stop...kinda interesting...and yea..was release early also...b4 tat...Nani and michelle were back to their crazy ways...crazy girls...make me laugh alittle but still haiz...dunno watsup with me. after photography lesson...i got to the library with nani and michelle...sat with the Fizah's groupy adn they were talking bout ghouts thingy...i heard one too many...but just hear them speak of their experiences...after tat...its bout 2.15pm..at this time i suppose to go meet gillian of fashion sch at 7-11. well went ther but no fate...she was in her sch lab. so i just sent her a msg and went straight back home.
well i was missing sarah alot. this girl always makes my heart pump extra hard and fast whenever i see her. i just head back home on the train...can't think of anything. too tired to think...some e of problems was due to yesterday when i talk to my ex. Lisa was my ex and i found out that she was engage...at 1st was happy for her but then she was actually force to engage to this guy she dun even know...it was like wat the fuck. the reason on why we can't get together anymore mths back was due to the fact that her family have arrange an engagement to her and she dun have a clue but it until now...she's still very sad now and i can feel t...honestly watever feelings all my ex and now sarah...this girl i'm dating feels...i can feel it to...theres this telepathy thing between them and me. i'm not happy to society itself...i know tat family suppose to be a sacred thing to everyone but noone is suppose to keep secrets from reach other...noone..u spent happy tims together, and u go through the hard times together...i think this wats on my mind when i was in school just now.gd thing i got sarah with me whom i can share my every secrets with her...she's my most trusted person now. my world have been turned upside down...i living in hell now...God pls get me outta of here...*Suffering in vain*!
I'm Back to normal already ! Thanx Sarah !
Well 1st thing 1st...Sarah thank u...u're really nice to tell watever tats bothering me...anway..this sat..ZOO!...all the ben and jerry ice cream and all the fun we're gonna have...i'm gonna plan the best date ever...though its not a romantic kind but i believe a fun date will live behina a very gd impression in ur mind. Well i also decide to comcemtrate to pick up a few things during the holidays...1stly i'll pick up guitar again...haha..wana try it again...its been along time since i last touch a guitar...i am really rusty already...plus wanna start working on fantatsic art peces of my style...just chill it guy...i'll display soon on my friendster, myspace and of course an online gallery will be out on my blog to display this art pieces. I beleif i aspiration come from my frends ...benjamin and mud inspire me to go to the design field...so far i've not regret enrolling into Nafa and i believe its a very smart decision...yup...i belief it is...Life is really meaningful now...compare to my hellish days. i got so much to accomplish...i'm now moulding my life like i'm moulding a clay piece...its up to my hands to decide wat the outcome will be. But i belief my upcming life will be beautiful...i can see the vibrant colours of my life like it is being painted onto a canvas...YES!...life is so beautiful...i wanna see it in this light...becaus ei know it was all meant to be...Yeepeee!
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12:40 AM
12:40 AM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Today...hang out wif Trena and got myself a date wif Sarah...Weeee!
today right after lesson...i was waiting for Trena right outside sch...haiz...at this time..michelle talk to me bout some of her personal probs...heard bout it and well...i dunno wat to say but this situation is just too complex...moving too fast...not enough understanding. Anyway...i met up wif Trena at bugis mrt...she was pretty lazy to walk to sch..haiz...well...she hates the sun.we took the train to somerset and walk to cineleisure...okok...the sun was blazing hot...this i agree...and there so many Yps in town...haiz...well trena dun know tat kids like them hang out in town alot. Well wat to do...she's like the goody goody rock princess who always go home straght right after school...so can't say much. ok...we settled down at BK and we ordered a meal each...unlucky for her...her burger is so tough that she have a hard time biting...bad bugers...BK downgrading already...haha...well for my BK chicken sandwich...the taste still retains and it still taste gd. While eating..we check out some MTV on her iBook...this reminds me tat i wanna get and iBook...$1788...i think i can save this amount by next yr...need discpline only...for my iBook...i must work hard...then while watching the MTVs...theres this group of girl sch girls...they're like staring at us..i was like comeon...we're rock shit...so..wat u're staring at...eat ur meal...and mind ur own business...and i told tat to Trena dn she say...she can't be bothered...haha...she dun give a damn at all...haha...cool gal. After eating...we ove off to HMV...well time for CDs education...Recommened in HMV are all crap..remember tat...after HMV, we moved off to Far east to 2001 to check out the macbeth t-shirt...its this white t with gold macbeth label...wah...so tempting...wonder when can i get...its like $52... my most desired. HAH...after tat..we walked to mac center...check out the iBook...haha...my dream lappy...must get...*MUST*. after mac center...off to lido to chill till Trena's parents called...so we stayed till like 6.30...watch MTV again..haha...practically..was bored the whole afternoon...sorry Trena..was bored...haiz...i'm no gd entertainer...well tats hanging out...haha. On my way home on the train...was msg Sarah...well i arrange a trip to the zoo for us..and she say...YES...woah...YES! this time..i'll make sure nothing goes wrong...everything must be perfect...got home and i washup..makan and called sarah...talk and talk till she working on her editing 4 her project...damn...i left her to work on her project...not right to disturb...well gave her my share of support and after tat...spoke to fizah online...anyway today was kinda fun...haha...hope tmr will be a better day.
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6:55 AM
6:55 AM
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Today...hah...nice day...but haiz..lotsa work
okay...nothing much to say today...u guys noe wat day tue is...anyway...i went out o meet sarah in the evening for hw then okay...haha...kinda cool. we did homework till like 10plus at nite and left P.S...sms while in the train...wish her safe trip back home...her house is like so centralise...farrer park sia. anyway got home and got online...spoke to gillian and trena...check my friendster to add some peeps. then after tat..just went on to tak to trena online...loads of crap...gonna meet her later after class. just chill out and hang out. but 1st...ching kang class...gotta finish up his work in class later on...haiz...Damn...so far everything is fine...today is kinda like my shortest post...wat the heck...like i care...post more some other time...ciao!
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12:44 PM
12:44 PM
Monday, October 10, 2005
Another day where schools just another day without a partner.
today went to school early...b4 tat...bought pao to makan....on the way to the mrt station. Well...got on the train...msg sarah some gd morning msg and a few msg which i dunno why i want her to read...i dunno wats going on now...i'm not acting normal. Hmmm...i guess its time to got myself back on track again...wat was i doing? ami trying to hint her to know how i feel...well...i know wat to do now...i'm going to confess to her...yes i'm going to...whether she like me or not...i'm going to tell her. i guess tats the real me, being straight forward...so far its just me likeing her and i dunno how she feels.well i'll just confess to her...it wun do any harm...though the way i do things maybe very radical but watever i feel like bout the other person...i'll just tell it to the other person...i wun beat around the bush to confuse people. Wats the use...why do i like her...to me...she's like the kind of girl u can be comfortable with...someone who u can speak freely with...someone who kinda share a common interest. and i guess after telling her hw i feel...i'll be offloading something tats been kept inside of me...well its the 1st action i do to show my liking for her...confession! ya back to mrt trip...boarded the train...i slept while standing...haha...dumb! walk to school once i got off douby ghaut...was surprise tat i was kinda early. Attended rendering class...was fun...patrick was always making rendering a very interesting lesson. stayed in class after early dismissal of lesson. went for ceramics lesson...oh ya...b4 dismissal..michelle, pradeep and me went to 7-11 to buys some stuff...i got myself a redbull adn double chocalte muffin...michelle got herself vodka and pradeep got himself amsterdam....wah this two ah...morning alcoholics! haha...back to ceramics lesson...ya...i continue with my goblin clay work and finally...i'm done...then we work on glazing...haiz...i broke ana's work...it wasn"t intentional...sorry ana...! wellafter lesson...michelle, clement and me ate at pasta mania. it was filling...after tat..i make my way home...on the way...i slept on the train...kept thinking of how to get eerything out of my chest..too much things inside liao...then i came out with a solution...well not gonna disclose my plans...Anyway...maybe will go to house of japan nx wk with hardi to get some 2nd hand jeans...he recommended female jeans to me...i dunno la...maybe give it a try..well experimenting with clothes mah so no harm at al...lwill continue blogging later..got homework to do 1st...to be conti nue. Yah i have added 4 wishes to my wishlist...i guess will be getting them soon...cool!
positivity and negativity
I dunno wat to post now...i'm lost. i wonder why do i have to be in such a screwed an crack up kinda life. i didn't look for trouble and yet trouble got to me...leave me alone...i just wanna be happy tats all...can't i. this suck big time. So fra i've confess to sarah liao...got an opportunity here...better grab hold of it...i hope things will turn out well...its my 1st step to sucess...i dun belief tat libra and scorpio will be a love hate situation..i belief tat it will be a full love situation. haha...i want things to turn out well....friendship and hopefully relationship.its both gd and bad news today but...so far i'm trying to smile chase my blues away...well...for fizah...i'm currently lost...unno wats the right decision...Nani...i wonder if ur advice is advisable. i dunno...this has become a love hate situation... i dunno la...it all be up to her already...i can do nuts bout it. Even though i've not seen her around, it doesn't mean tat i've neglected her. i've make my every attempt...and now its up for her to decide...haiz...sorry nai for pulling u into this...u're there when i needed u ...thks nani...still my best friend...haha!
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2:48 AM
2:48 AM
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Today...slack with Ahmad & Victor
Today...was really kinda slack...was cjilling out with mud at the later part of the day... brought my sketch bk along and basically...we just slack in mac,,,draw afew stuff...then when the time reach bout 7...we break fast at the coffeeshop behind mac..the fish and chips i order sux big time...its like Nafa canteen type of fish and chips but slightly bigger portion. Mudface's mee goreng was really tempting lor...haiz...shouldn't have ordered fish and chips...its a real waste of money...haiya...after that...we chilled out at the coffeeshop. once we feel that our food has been disgested..then okay...we headed for shing shiong. Bought soursop juice with nata de coco...my favourite and i also bought a box of waffle...nice. then we went ot the bridge...happen to bump into victor but he didn't took notice of us...haha...chase after him...finally below the overhead bridge we manage to alert him. this guy ah...blur sia! went to his house...slack and watch some funny videos...mud was playing the guitar and i was just slacking there. then after tat...we just played vic's X-box and okay...was kinda fun...played KOF2002. after tat...i got home at bout 10plus...got online...spoke to sarah via msg and then on the phone...now i dun really think she realise tat i like her...i guess she really treats me like a friend...well she's being friendly, so i cannot really comment...i'll just have to take one step at a time...if its meant to be...its meant to be...if its not then maybe its someone else i guess...hmm..i'm ready but lets not rush into things...we'll see wats the result...i noe she will appear one day. Oneday...i dunno when will tat be...its gd to realise things now and not hold any high expectations then being hurt later...haha...sure learnt my lesson..ttas why i didn't put my all this time because its just another liking but in the end it has also has to come to the other party...the willingness...okay...sarah if u're reading this now...i dunno wat to say...but kinda sorry...feelings develop and i can't stop it...the only things is to slow things down. well its great knowing u and watever the outcome maybe...we'll still be friends...dun worry...will never runaway....i dare to face the fact and no hard feelings...can say tat...so far i've not done anything to impress u or stuff like tat...because its totally unnatural of me...all i have to offer is being myself and letting u know the real me. anything more than tat...maybe for special occasion bah...urm...we'll have to see...i'm just taking things step by step...wat lies ahead is unknown...well i'll just leave it to fate...if he says yes...then yes and if he says no...well no then. Have to always look on the bright side of life!
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8:11 AM
8:11 AM
Saturday, October 08, 2005
LOVE, a celebration of joy, hate and sadness!
I dunno why but i felt that love is a celebration of joy, hate and love. Joy stands for the moment u spent with the person u like and love alot...this part of being together is pretty nostalgic...it will always be the part which u can never part with...because it reminds u tat how much u spent the great times with the girl/guy u love and its something tat u can't let go...just like me...i will never part ith the happy memories of my past relationships because its really something tat is worth keeping in my mind...Never let go! But the joy can lead to hate, due to the fact that hate is for the person who shower u with love, the love he gave brings more agony to ur heart...the agony of feeling betray when he/she turns his back on u, the agony of he/she hurting u, the agony of expectations and the agony of cruelty. and all this thus led to sadness...when u felt that pain ur heart, u can't help but feel sad...the pain strikes u so hard within that u can't breath, insomia haunts u time and time, u fall sick, depression bestow upon u...all this suffering of sadness....is due to love...if u love that someone...are u willing to accept the fact that...the celebration of hate and sadness will one day be upon u If u're ready to accept this then u are treuelly ready...i keep asking myself tat time and time again b4 i was ready to start a relationship...have u consider this options b4 really getting into a realtionship...dun jump into it if u can't handle the prssure of hate and sadness. For this yr, i told myself tat i'm ready...its time to love again...time to distribute my love to the people i've fallen for...theres only this one girl whom i truely belief that i have a future with...if only i could reach out to her and show her how i feel...but its not time yet...its only a liking...we need mutual understanding of each other...the acceptance of one's flaws is also important because its hows tat both parties is able to to tolerate each others bad points. a true realtionship is abling to accept each others trust, flaws and love. Shower ur partner with love...dun live him/her to feel tat its just a oneparty love...it take to hands to clap and if thers only one who do it...things will never work out...though i'm not a expert in the game of love but through my past experience i share wat i know to peeps out there. it will be nice to see a couple see through their relationship through marriage and then till they're old and then to their resting bed...if couples share this common goal then things will really work out...have a future and work towards it...have enough turst, never doubt and love will truely blossom...!
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9:33 PM
9:33 PM
Crazy 4 strikes back with a new member!
Today the crazy 4 together with sha and sharina went to the Singapore tyler print institute for aguided tour on printmaking...it was real cool...1st we view this video on frank stellar...a renown artist whose works are filled with complexity. then after tat...we were bring to the workshop where...all the printmaking work are done...so cool....it was a real eye opener. After finishing the tour...we went ahead to the bridge near the institute to take some candid pics...haha...all the pics were damn hilarious...after awhile we met up with fahdilla, Nasuha and Sharon. we walk all the way to the old fullerton hotel..there we viewed some art works...cool. then after tat...the three got lost...haiz...nvrmind la...so we headed towards cityhall mrt...then took a train to orchard...the crazy 4 and new mwmber sha alight while sharina left for home...we went to far east and book a table for braking fast...i did not ate the whole day and my tummy was grumbling...haiz! Both sha and i...walk around far east looking for the shoes shop i was looking for...it was replace by a streetware shop...haiz! nvrmind...we went back to our table then waitted for time to break fast...the the others return...we chatted for awhile then haha...time to eat...the food was gd...woah...it was nice...the nice part bout it is not njust the food but being able to mingle with each other just like a big family...i dun get this kinda treatment at home...my family was kinda like the quiet kind where every topic mention is pretty serious...haiz! after takng dinner...we chatted alo...and its all bout the vulgar languages...but in talking cock version...so its not really vulgar...but damn hilarious....all the lunch box...Cheeeeessssss Bun, fuclgar...haha damn hilarious lor. michelle is the one tat laugh alot...she's always the crazy one then came nani and then clement...both sha and me were pretty much the audience...haha...laughing away real badly. after we left far east i wa smocking at nani alot but in a funny way...all the indian asscent were flowing like water...we dun even care bout the indian tat past us by....awwww! went to scotts...tat time i wa still making fun of her...haha...actually its all the way lor...haha...but she do it back at me...found my weak spot and ah!...tat tickles! took somemore candid pic on our way home...haha...nani la...the camera crazy gal...can't stop taking pic...alot of crazy shots...! both nani and i took the train to woodlands while sha took another direction...can see that sha is really enjoying herself...cool! then on the train nai and i talk bout some stuff...okay this part private la. i gave aher an advice or two...hope it can help her out. upon reaching admiralty...i alight and head 4 home...got online then i start to do some work...also working on my blogskins at the same time. overall...the whole day was pretty fun...i guess tis the life i was really looking forward to...great friends and great fun. well the other life i really wanted now is having to be an ideal partner of her....S????. but for now we got to build the trust and the bond...hopefully in a mth or two time...there can be sparks flying...i'm gonna be patient bout this this time...i really miss her everyday...dunno if she feels the same way but i sure hope so...though she's busy she nvr complains..in which i know she wun...she's a great girl and she's been great around me...hopefully things will turn out gd... i wish the best for us...
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10:34 AM
10:34 AM
Friday, October 07, 2005
My gut feelings 50% on and off
Haiz...this few days i've been pondering over this gut feeling thingy...its bout her and me...it 1st started on msn tat i stared hinting her...i dunno if she knew it or consider tat bith of us are like the blur king and queen...but something just tells me tat she nows wat i'm doina nd she sort of likes me but then again...i also tells me tat maybe she reallt dunno a thing bout it...wah...so complicating. It started out like a few days back...was speaking to her online...even thoug she was doing her project but she did spoke to me online...wahaha..so gd...where can u find this kind of girl. we talk and talk...discuss bout the problems i have, she even stand up me...tats really touching...its like out of so many girls how many girls are like her...pretty rare liao! we spoke online...and i started to hint her...at 1st it was she didn't realise...but slowly...things starts to take a change...her msgs start to sound like she knows tat i'm hinting at her...its like when u see the msgs u no wits pretty obvious. its like i'm playing a mind game at her and she played it back...so wat does tat means? does she have a likeing for me...hmmm...i dunno? somehow it feels like it but then...my gut feelings is at the 50% on and off...i told her bout ti...she ask why...i said i dunno. i told her that i hope tat me and lady X which actually refering to her will work out fine...then she said...ya...i hope so too...wat does this means...ah! somehow its frustrating but i'm like smiling away at this problem...OMG. S????...do u have a liking for me...i know as a friend but is there anything more than tat...ah! things i cannot really asure but i guess it takes time...i guess i should get to know her well and overtime i will if my predictions are true...%0% gut feeling is no gd...so far it has increas like 5% the day b4 yesterday when we texting each other...tat very last msg she sent really melted my heart...WAH! I canot belief wat i see at 1st but...its like true lor...tat last msg....ah!...got me excited...YES! this wat i plan this time...her assesment will be over in 2-3wks time so by then i'll plan a day for us to go to the zoo for a date...i guess its gd try..1st date is on me...even though i'm kinda broke but its 1st date with her so must be gd to her...not just on 1st date la...must be gd to her if the relatiionship between us can blossom into something more than just friends...its just me...i want people around me to feel gd so i treat them well to make them selve and the peeps around them feel gd. Hope...everything will work out fine...i know i got everyones support...
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12:01 PM
12:01 PM
Thursday, October 06, 2005
My heart sank for her...i wonder why?
today after mass lecture i spoke to sarah on the the phone...she was feeling kinda sad...hmmm...i'm doing my best to console her and stop her from blaming herself...its almost for us to feel the guilt but something needed to be done. I try to think of a solution so tat she may feel better...well thought of hundreds of them...only afew is effective...she's not in the best of mood and its affecting her studies...hmmm...brighten up Sarah...i belief tat something can be done...u know when i spoke to her on the phone and felt her sorrow...i felt emptiness in me. its like my heart sank. i dunno why? Haiz...i guess even now she's feeling kinda down...hmmm...wat to do...i hope it dun affect her project. she's so passionate bout animation...wonder if her mood will affect her performance...i dunno...i'm like worrying 4 her now...oh my...sarah...i'm partly to be blame for everything...didn't know tat it will all come to this...dun think u're a poser...Nono...!
Kelvin Kelvin...although u r strong in the mind but when it comes to friendship and relationship...u tend to be soft inside...i wonder wat i should do to stop this...maybe i should stay strong so tat the peeps around me can too...! after i got home...online as usual...play around with photoshop cs2 and i cam up wif 2 new layout for my blog...nx tme then use. So far i like the 1st layout best...haha...1st design is always the better design. ya...after tta i went to washup...then eat...was worrying bout Sarah...my mind keep thinking...dunno if i shold call her or not...if i call...wat if she's doing her project...wun i be disturbing her...but if i dun.then i wun be showing any concern...so after dinner i mmediately call...but her phone was off...haiz...sian..then i just wasited while did some stuff online...wat and wait..watch afew anime but still got a lot of time left...then finally she repied...wah...wat a relief..for a momnet i can breath...thk god she's alright...whew!...she's actually doing her project and her phone died on her so...tats why didn't reply...but today...haiz...i think i got insomia...cannot slp...haiz...wat to do...is thesethe rice i pay for being an art student...hmm..well its worth everything lor...gd thing Sarah is fine...i can tell u guys tat she's all i'm thinking now...can't divert my attention to something else...haiz...things happen when u fall in love!
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4:16 AM
4:16 AM
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
The Crazy gang of 4 is back! Wahahaha!
Today as a prety fine day. Went to POD lesson...Usually mickey would take 1 and a half hr to talk but today..haha...he went through it fast. But i went to sch walking like a zombie...haiz! its torturing especially with a huge bag on my shoulders...ah...HEAVY! wa s in the train heading to sch...thought will have a saet so tat i can nap for a while but...haiz...today the peeps are very alert...whenever a seat is vacant...zoom...there goes...grab up in a instance. haiz...whole train trip i have to stand. Then...when reach douby ghaut...haiz! walk like zombie somemore...i thought the world is gonna collapse...then harry suddenly appear frok my back...booo!...i was shocked. haha...went to attend mickey's lesson...1st time i enjoyed POD....wow! then after POD...i went to figure drawing class...wah...bought the A2 paper and then got to work...i devevlope my own cahracters base on my imagination....Hard sia!....now i know how sarah feels. but eberything went smoothly...then in the middle of the lesson...i paid Hafiz a visit...he was flirting with Fiona of 1T...aiyo...Hafiz! talk and talk...while i draw and draw...1T pretty pitiful...under the hands of CHANG WEI....lucky my class got CHING KANG...his name more power than CHANG WEI. Haha! cannot belief ching kang was Bi....hmmm, artist...they come in many forms. after Figure drawing...the magnificent quartet of michelle, nani , sharina and me head for geylang serai bazaar to some pic....too bad...when we reached there...nothing to take...so disappointing. ok so we went to town...took some pic...saw 3 red indians busking...cool! we sat at the fountain infront of taka...then this surveyor ask michelle to do a survey. hahaha...after the syrvey...we got $5 NTUC voucher...wah...can get snacks...but no can do...its like 5plus only...i was fasting wif Nani so ahahha....must give alitle respect...waited for clement too...he reached bot 6 then we went off to Aussino to pay Nani's sister a visit. she was busy...well...went off to metro after that...i was msging Sarah while walking with Nani....haha! smiling alot...i feel Nani thought tat i was alittle crazy....then i gave her a call...haha...talk bout infra red and bluetooth.and her life thingy...walked out of metro...then i stod aside talking to Sarah on the phone....then mu comrades gave a kinda look...wah! funny seh...i felt like laughing that tiem...especially at michelle. She's the craziest of us all...wahaha...can go mad being wif her. then after exiting paragon...we went to cineto eat...ate at urger king..thge man infront of mr took the last BK chicken sandwich...wah!...sian! i took someother meal and was damn hungry...when Nani started to ear...i ate like a hungry ghost...u guys dunw anna see...scary sia...!we ate and talk and joke..apparently i was enjoying chilling out with my gang oce a gain.wah...so fun!...Again at times...she's on my mind...haiz...so sweet of her...talk to her almost daily...its like cannot dun talk.after eating we went o cheers to get some stuff and headed for Artfriend at TAKA. got wat we want and we head home...on the train...we took so much candid pics on the train ride tat it lasted till i reach my stop...admiralty. the whole was damn fun...haha..wat to say...the amazing 4 is back...wahahaha...much stronger and unstoppable....well i just chatted with sarah just now...(smiles!) and mommy adn nani....and many more...haha...i can't stop smiling now...continue tmr...!
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Tuesday, October 04, 2005
My Blogs new layout and Grand opening
hey guys!....today was busy busy...cannot rest throughout the whole day. went to sch...haha...bombarded with Chang wei workload, HAIZ! Was sketching stuff out for painting when he started interrogating people for his homework...i told nani tat once he got close to us...we scram to coffeshop for breakfast. then he really did. i rush through my sketches then...poof! gone like the wind.Whew!...manage to escape the clutches of Chang wei. he's an eveil man...will never forget the way he treated me last time during assesment wk...unforgiven! okay...we went to the coffeshop and ate breakfast...i had fishball noodles for breakfast...and coke...haha...apparently coke is my only remedy to relief stress. haha~! i once told Nani tat the coffeeshop auntie look like michelle in the future...haha...because the way they walk quite alike...haha! i was like laughing away. okay okay!...dun joke bout u liao! Sorry sorry! ya...after we have breakfast...we went back to class...haiz...time to get back to paiting...ya...i saw this girl alot in sch...dunno why..always will see her one...she kinda pretty...face alittle look like chai yi. she also look the blur blur kind.anyway...1st time use poster colour...apparently i suck...gotta experiment it more. YUP! Then Fizah gave me a call...i went to the outside of the library to meet her and she pass me this card...so sweet of her...i read it and i felt appreciated. Haiz...life in Nafa...where most of it is revolving around girls. i guess...its destine to be. well after that i got back into class and did my painting...paint and paint...after lesson end...still not finish. kay...have enough...go home continue...then i went with the rest to library...can;'t find nothing...ah! sorry to offend u guys but these people are KNNCCB!, Mother F***ER...ah! we need those books...selfish imbeciles! okay ent to the library...same thingy happened again. #@$%#@...AH! wat the hell...i borrowed this book on addy warhol...its like a pictorial book but there states his biography...very interesting. well...after library trip...i got home and gotonline...for awhile and went to wash up...was revamping my blog...at 1st really got alot of prob...wah..can die sia...but kel treats nothing as impossible...when theres a will, theres a way...ya i needa get a box soon by nx wk...cause Sarah's surprise birthday gift...i'm gonna make it myself...kinda belated already but hope its not too late. yea...Grand opening of my blog...Guys pls care to check it out...alright!..thks
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Monday, October 03, 2005
Monday Blues
i was kinda having lotsa fun in sch...haha...rendering was okay...but i know tat damn hard lor. patrick ask us to trace a building out a piece of pare then marker render over it. wah! we not pro sia...we are just students but must learnt lah...can't escape. in the middle we got a break...so went down to the coffee shop to makan...ate fishball noodles. talk and talk with the gagng then some of us wanna move out to 7-11...i went along, got red bull and some candy for Nani...after tat we return to the coffeshop adn the rest went back to class...michelle wa in the toilet...her business damn big. okay...after hanging around in class...i went for ceramiics class...damn fun! i made this goblin head out of clay...it totally freak my friends out...wooohooo! COOL!i recieve a few msg...some from sarah and some from fizah...in the process of working on the clay...ting* ting* ting*...times up...time to go...Haiz...when i was having fun....SIANZ! then after tat...i followed the gang off to foodcourt in bugis ju8ntion. i have ice jelly cocktail with nata de coconice...i love it...after desert...we went on home...the whole day i was kinda in a mess...alittle frustrated but have to control...i dun like to be i this kinda mood. Hmmm...got home...sarah msg me...and i called her up...she console me and stuff...how sweet of her...everything was fine soon afterand i think sarah really help alot in controlling my temper...whew...thks thks...now i'm just here blogging...Sarah has been a real great help...i dunno wat to do to repay her...Haiz!
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Sunday, October 02, 2005
Best sunday i have after so long
today i kinda woke up bout 2plus and i went to washup and stuff. After tat...i got online and sort of chgatted with Nani...tat part of the afternoon was kinda boring. hmmm...i still got the image of watching Corpse Bride with sarah and her friends...to me...Sarah is the sweetest gal there is...great personality and she have a undying passion for rock music...dun drink dun smoke...she is like the kind of gal tat many guys dream of...haha...not to mention cute too. yah..its still in my mine...wah! but i have to get over it...bout 3plus...sarah msg me bout Everwood...oh tats her favourite TV show...kinda interesting though...she told me tat that show has alot of meaning to it...so i just check it out at bout three...haiz...got back my phone but it was kinda crazy still...show was not bad...gd one Sarah. then i called her then chat with her 4 a while...can't talk long...she got project to do so i just told her tat i wun disturb her and leave her to work on her project. after tat...iwent to my room to pack up some stuff to go mac and do my homework. called Fizah...haha...she with mus...ooops...interupting their outing...talk awhile then tats all...so i moved out to mac at bout 6...when reach mac liao...order some food and get to my work
one hand was holding the fries and the other was on the piece of work...multi-tasking...when i'm done with everything...victor came in and we just chilled out. Kinda pity him though...venice really should not wat she did...haiz...victor victor...ur relationship was just not meant to be. Go for ester when she's free. yah...i wonder when is my turn...gotta feeling tat mine is coming soon...its justa feeling...uauall my gut feeling is 70% correct, but 30% of doubt is alot...hmm...could it be her? well we sort of went to shing shiong and got ourselves some snacka dn later on went to vic's place and chill out...played his X-box for awhile then when its bout 10pm...i went home. reach home...got online and the 1st person i spoke to is Sarah. she's like kinda busy...guess she's working on her project. then i spoke to victor and afew others...so basically today was not as boring as the past few sundays because i got work to do...so i kinda call it my best sunday ever...haha...ya i just spoke to Sarah on the phne again...bid her gd nite and stuff...i guess its my turn to say gd nite now...gd nite guys...time to sleep, i'm way past my bedtime...haha!
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Saturday, October 01, 2005
Abandon Fishing plan for Sarah's birthday...Last minute!
Darn...today my HP was alittle crazy so sent to nokia care...haiz...no phone...and after tat i was bout to go get some fishing stuff when i suddenly remember tat sarah actually ask me out with her friends to celebrate her birthday...i freaked out and called her immediately...she wanted to watched corpse bride so i check out the cinema timeslot...we're going to watch e 12.40am movie. hmmm...kinda cool...i tried getting lester ...luckily he pick up...he was practicing, told him bout the plans and soon...i got out immediately because i was running late. took the train to bedok adn then took 196 to east coast park...met them at mac donalds bout 7pm...everybody's late...gd thing, i thought i was the one who was late...Whew! so we sort of chill out and waited for the others. When everyone was there...we sort of went our seperate ways...some went to eat while my side went to the beach and chill...sarah was along with my side. chilled out at the beach...sarah sort of made a turtle out iof sand but it got smash by a indian family...how sad....! everyone was like chilling out...lotsa jokes...haha!
after east coast park...we went off to cineleisure...hmmm...time to eat. Ate at pastamania, i have cramy chicken like sarah did and it was nice..."gd recommedation sarah". everyone were eating and talking...haha...especially this indian guy who is sarah's friend...his jokes are really funny...he really got the gift of the gab! after eating..we sort of join the rest at K-pool to check them out. soemof them were playing pool while both sarah and me wer esitting one corner listening to mp3. she offer me to listen to favourite songs...nice! hmmm...we talk and talk...its like theres this connection tat make u wanna talk alot...haha! then after K-pool...everyone sort of went home so left only 5person including me to watch Corpse Bride...nvrmind...we must persevere.when into the cinema adn took our seat...then the movie startd...everything was nice...some scenes were sweet but lack of a thing or two to touch one's heart...so kinda lost to nightmareb4 christmas.
after the movie...i can see that sarah was satisfied with the movie...okay...tats a gd sign...today its like she practically spent more time talking to me then to her friends...gotta thank her...she make my day....truthfully...i feel someone like sarah deserve someone to love...i'm saying tat i should be the one...if there is a slightest opportunity then i'll take it...well the slightest chance there is can always make miracles...her lovable and sweet character really captures my heart...haiz...lightning dun strike the same place twice...i wonder why this time it did...hmmm...well i just wait and see...see if theres more opportu nity for something like love to develop...hmmm...maybe she's the one...just maybe...
On th pic...Sarah's on the far Lefthand side...
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