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Saturday, November 19, 2005


My 1st piece of vector art work...COOL!


One sick morning...I'm sick sick sick...Argh!

ah...today woke up as a sick boy...went to clinic...the doc was crapping alot and i was half awake...didn't really get wat he was talking...it was all gabagabagaba then @#$^^&@!$%...it all came out on the other side of the ear. he prescipe me some crappy med and i went straight home...reached home...went straight to the kitchen and i start grinding some oranges...wanting to make some orange juice...made a jugful and i stored them in the fridge...after tat...i switeced on the com and then when straigh to bathe...aftwer bathing...was fresh then decided to researh on vector art...was pretty hard...attempted afew times and were all failure...haiz! ok...so i took afew hrs figuring out...then finally with much patience i got my final design...with me JollyOldKelly in it.afther tat..chatted with afew peeps...yea...ben ben book out for NS and he request i print a consent form for him...gladly i did. he's gonna take part some Graff com organised by PhunkStudio..cool! gd luck ben ben! yea...i went home after tat then slack till like 9 plus then went to get dinner...return home...watcged tv and dinner at the same time and yea...not forgettingmy orange juice. Actually living alone is pretty relaxing...i'm used to it ...at times my parents not at home...i still manage to pull it through just like these few days. after dinner...back to the com...talked to Bear...was talkign bout sch shit and she asked if i got crush on Gabby...hmm..she's just another pretty face tats all..tats wat i told her...then came all the funny replies...wierd! Yea..Bear dun worry...i'll ask my boss if he wanna hire somemore peeps.
talked to Gylleann too...previously her name is gillian but just to be unique she changed...pretty cool huh! we chatted pretty long...was talking bout our days in tampines...sch...alot...we just can't stop...haha...this gal is really full of surprises...she's pretty much like me too...haha...pretty much fate. yea...well tats all for today...bored but stil my friends were by my side so no prob...haha...tomorrow will be a better day...YEA!


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10:00 AM



Friday, November 18, 2005



The days of my boring holidays will soon draw to an end!

haha this few days has been pretty slack...on my birthday i went out with sarah...she was all dress up for it...nice but her knuckles are swollen...thanks to the 1hr of knocking on her best friend's door...pity her...she's such a nice girl...it was just a casual outing...we have steak at phin's steakhouse in Cineleisure...not bad actually...then we sort of walk arounf later on and settle at mac cafe and chat...we chatted till like 10...i was in a rush to head home...my family were waiting for me...actually wanting to sent her home but can't...

well this few days i've been out looking for jobs...its hard! Hardi manage to get a job at art friend bras basah...lucky guy. i was not tat lucky...went tomlook for job with Chong(Yan Hong) ask a few places but in the end...end up at paragon so we headed for thai express cause sphageddies dun so friendly to us but Gabby was working there...didn't noe tat till hitome told me. the boss at thai express was pretty friendly...hmmm...i got a feeling tat i'll be working there for quite some time...even after the holidays...

Argh...still waiting to know where i'll be posted after sch re-opens...so many doubts man...the axiety in me is building up...scared...but no doubt about it...i'm pretty anxious to know some of my bew classmates and of course back to hanging out with my usual gang...CRAZY 4...hahah...i name us tat. during this holidays...i expanded my social circle...know afew more peeps...cool! my parents are corrently now in m'sia..i'm bored to the core at home nothing to do...did some photoshops recently...fun but get bored easily...haiz...life after sch is so hard to get over.

i'll be starting work as of this mon...5 to 10.30...the time is not bad...i needed the cash anyway...and hmmm...gonna go catch harry potter and the goblet of fire with sarah on one the days nx wk...heard it was a disappointment but lets not let the remarks spoil our mood...so far plans for nx wk...not much but most probably be working...yea! hope time will pass quickly and let sch start...can't wait!


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Thursday, November 10, 2005



Boring Boring day...Still No Job!

Urgh! these two days have been a real boring day...i'm jobless, i'm stress on a holidays, and i'm rotting at home. I'm wasting my youth man...now i look damn bloody haggard. Argh!...if this continues...i'm gonna be a gonneryesterday...was slacking at home as usual...then after att when to hangout with Hakim and vic...met up with Hakim...we sat at the esplanade underpass..talk some crap. Victor was hella late..wat an ass...he went gym and train...haha, but this guy is getting bigger day by day so...urm...quite speechless though...we went to boat quey and hangout...went in to Eski bar...Eski...wat does it sounds like...its Eskimo's bar for long...i was like...Fuck...its damn bloody cold...freezing in there...aha...so went to clark quey and visited Brewerks...they wanted beer...well...just go ahead...we were trash talking all day...n brewerks...we saw like alot of yuppies...geez...they got drinking competition, arm wrestling competition...haha...pretty happening. the indians are always the better drinker...ah...Fuck! Not sure bout the Arm wrestlers though...yea i forgot...i watched ninja turtle babak kau...very local u noe...hahahha! On the way home...we happen to saw SK...siti katija...sec sch frend. She have not change abit. but to some sec frends, i think they change alot, like Sarah Chong...she's my pri sch frend...and i think she's the only pri sch frend i got(the others all lost contact)...well its ot coincedental..she was my sec sch frend too...so! haha...she changed alot, hell yea. And so did the others...the gd old sec sch days tats not worth remembering...hell yea!! talking bout sec sch days..haha...the band of cheenah bros...these guys are the worse SOB u can ever noe...i can say 101
!@#$%^& words to describe them...they're e worst of their kind...hah! tmr i'll be back sessioning in studio..haha...gotta get my groove back...i've to go with the flow...hakim and i...going vegas and texas...yea!


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9:43 AM



Monday, November 07, 2005



Blog again for another stupid two days!
I'm back blgging...Geez..apparently this two days is crap shit...practically laze around the whole 2 days feeling like crap...gd thing i'm going out to Sarah's bro's Band chalet thingy...most probably be staying over...it depends i suppose...yesterday was really crappy till like the nite part when i decide to download a few movies to watch...watched two funny ass movie...duece Bigalow European Giggolo and Eurotrip. Both were funny but Eurotrip was the best...theres this part when the gang was on the train and the male lead was dreaming bout his sexual dream with his german penpal...hellyeah it was sexual but till the extent that u see a french gay passenger kissing and hugging and licking the ale lead...EEEEEE! when the male lead open his eyes, he was like ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! got me...tat part i totally feak out..but it was damn funny...u guy should really catch it but the quality...believe me...even when u d/l from the net....its still the pirated shit when one guy will hold a video cam in the theatre and u'll see peole walking around...terrible shit man...4 hrs of movie marathorn was off the hook...laughing non-stop..waiting for maybe later on...horror film marathor...gonna watch The Fog and Exorcism of Emily Rose...seriously...i'm a little scared of watching exorcism of emily rose...a one man watching such a film can really freak u out...even god can't help u...Satan is not gay in this one like they potray it in south park...lets see if i wanna watch...hmmm...Geez!


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10:22 PM



Sunday, November 06, 2005



Blog for Sunday and yesterday...exciting

Haiz...Honey! i'm back...ok...Wat have we here...ah talking bout Sat...yea i went to PAYM...b4 goingi spoke to Hitomi online...oh forgotten to mention u guys tat Himtomi is this friend from my school who i always bump into time and time again...in fact almost everyday. Finally noe her...she's half chinese and half japanese. Cool huh...yea spoke to her then after tat went toPaym..its at Esplanade Promenade. saw my Enemy Ground dudes here.the event eas quite happening...after PAYM...we went to marina square to eat...after tat...the kids and i went to esplanade and slack...slacking was sucha bore...so justing and i chose to go down to town. Reached somerset and we went to watch The Legend of ZORRO...pretty cool show...not bad actually...the movie is pretty family orientated...but we waited an hr and a half b4 we got to watch...Geez! heres a preview of the movie..."It has been six years since the last Zorro film. Now, he's back with an all new installment where he has been quietly settling with his own family in San francisco. His little boy, Jouqauin, is now 10 years old and contains no information of his father's secret life. When these angry tyrants come with plans of their own, Zorro is called upon to save the day against his new nemesis, Armand. Also Elena will be in mask as the try aspiring wife and new partner of Zorro." cool huh...go catch it guys...yea...after tat we went staright back home...nx day...sun which is today...woke up boit 1plus...went t fecth my parents from the airport...after tat...was home...stuck at home..so talk to Hitomi...darn Rachel is in her place and i make fun of her and Hardi...Geez! they went offline sortly and i work on my blog new layout after tat...I ask sarah tio comment...she say it was cool...cool! but she read the content...honestly i gotta say that mel is still on my mind but i only think of her once in a while...cause i dun really noe her...so far only talk to her once and its..."sorry bout tat...having to trouble u again"...ironic huh...u dun wanna noe the whole story. yea...then soon sarah sent me a msg...geez! she said maybe she's not the gal for me...hmmm...i tried to calm myself down and told her tat watever decision she made i respect it...all i want now is some commitment...I WANT COMMITMENT...its tat simple but its not gonna come easily...sad huh...i dunno bout anything...now maybe i should move on...i dun wanna burden Sarah anymore...even though she told me tat she likes me...shes's carrying a burden and tats me...i dun want her to feel bad and stuff...well...still...we're still friends...dunno wats ahead of us. Wat to do now...i dunno...i'll most probably be making a new start to my nx wk onwards...not gonna hold back to the past...sumtimes its best if i move on and take watever tat comes in my way...Gd luck to me...i'm gonna need it...Cheers to a new start from nx wk onwards...the only thing tat makes me happy is when everyones happy...and i hope tat wat i did can make Sarah be aware of her own happiness.


OOPS...Sorry Sarah...i just recieve ur msg..Geez...Sorry Sorry...u're the love of my life...Sarah..i dunno whether i should say this but Sarah..."I LOVE YOU"...oops i just did..haha


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11:36 AM



Thursday, November 03, 2005



Its time to update my blog again...!

its been along time since i last update this blog. lotsa things have devevlpoe...my heart flicker every second now since i got to see melanie...she's this tall girl i sort of have a crushon since orientation..haha...well...anyway i hav great ties with sarah...she's been a great company...i wonder if we're gonna be together or not...its gona be a test of time...2mths of holidays is hella long...wat to do within this 2mths...maybe i'll look for a job...needa cash. did i mention that i went to the zoo too. yea! i went with sararh to the zoo...it was fun...lotsa new stuff...we have a great time. And yea my parents are still in china...home alone with my sis...slacking all day round. Seriously..my heart now yearn for a partner...i dunno who will it be...so many doubts. itsa along and whining road up ahead..lot of uncertainty. One thing to be sure...i'll be working by then...wat job...haha hopefully one which i will gain tons of advantage...like smuggling food home..yea yea! i like tat...whahahaha...Geez...i'm so evil. HAHA! i even spoke to jessi this recently...its been 2 long yrs...jessi is my ex..the one i still love lotsa...noone will understand the bond i shared with her...HAppy tat she have sucha gd life...wish her happiness...sumthings is better to let go...haha. YAH! i'm most worried bout mygd friend NANI...she's acting out of sort this days...i know wats wrong and she can't hide it from me...welll...i tried talking to her...giving her solutions to her problem...i hope she will take it up and end all her troubles...if two person rally love each other..its best if they can compremise adnsettle their problems...hate the side when bf just chuck their gf aside...like when i need u then i call u...when i dun need u, i leave u aside...damn...this guys are so cock. guess wat i'm thinking now...my birthday of course...13more days to go...i wanna have tony romas...waahha...wonder who will know bout my birthday...haha...we'll see so far...no friend have ever take it seriously...if it really happens this yr...hahha...u can see me crying...geez...! Yea...Melanie is still on my mine...collage crush...one tat lingers for so long...haha...a crush is just a crush...nothing much. well dun really know wat to update liao all i can say is i pass everything for assesment...wahhaha...best i did his term...better than last term...ok...gonna go now...seeya guys nx time.


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