StlaxatlveZ/kel [Revamp Versatility]

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Life Goes on!

well, my crew has back out from the sheik haikal show...1 comment frm me will be, I'M DAMN DISAPPOINTED WIF ONLY ONE GUY...Ok! now i feel so much better...i noe this seems like a crew conflict but i think i shall keep this issue low...as in, bear wif the problem to see if he make any changes in his attitude...i mean no use sounding out to him on how or wat we think of him...this he must realise it himself...and this i've tok to victor bout it.

ok enuff of the issue...well yesterday i was making ice milo when i realise the amount of teaspoon of milo i take to make it taste like those in coffeeshop...it was a shocker...10teaspoon...SHEAT! hopefully 1 cup of milo wun give me diabetes...ok not just one cup but these days i'm pretty addicted to milo...DAMN! but it taste gd, guess its THE TRUTH BEHIND THE KILLER MILO!

well later i'll be going down to esplanade to train...hmmm check out if adam, sham or justin will wanna join me or not...ok enuff of blogging already...having lunch now. shall update on today later in the day!

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9:27 PM

Tuesday, feeling dispair!

today or should i say just now...i had my moment of despain...friends, crewmates...haiz...disappointment and all..kinda bringing me down...felt that they pick me up and smash me rock bottom...well guess they wun be reading my blog anyway so might as well blog bout this matter...

my frends nani and fizah...two of whom i've not tok to recently and urm should i say have changed recently told me bout my changes in my attitude...well i gotta say tat they're being honest...no need for sorries...well take it as it is but they, ok maybe just fizah did not accept the way they are...thats the bomb...i wonder if u can say bout others then why not admit urself...ok i might not understand people well enuff so i got no comments but since u urself dun understand me so u got no rights of commenting too! its 1 for 1...tats the basic law

hmmm now to another frned of mine...i dunno why for personal reasons tat he can't do a show for sumthing he promise...much disappointment...the baisc law of being a human is to do sumthing u told sumone u would...and he now tell me tat he can't...ok i admit he's being honest but backing out just like tta...goodness sake...tats not the way...i really thank hamzah for being there to help out...i noe its not sum major show and we'r not gonna get paid but we must do wat we promise...seriously if i still didn;t manage to find sumone...i guess the last ressort is to backout and it menas apologising to RF personally...i just recieve news tat FTC are doing it...haiz...wheres my guys when i need them...*SULKS*

disappointment i admit...real disappointment!

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8:51 AM

Monday, February 27, 2006

Sentosa Gang!

yesterday's trip to sentosa was a worthwhile one...where i really feel tat urm my class really bonded...though theres only 8 of us...but its nevertheless a trip to be remembered. well i guess the ubin gang kinda suck alittle if u ask me...seriously people like connie( *the class bitch*) needa find a better excuse to not go. if the entire class happen to be there yesterday...it'll be hella mad!

haha...a game of captains ball using the freezbe was kinda fun...thanks to poh lai for coming up with tat game...mad props! the time where we all hang out in KM* was fun too...drinking and playing number games...forfeiting people and sheat...haha...sadly saying, i happen to be the pathetic one...ARGH! but it was fun...no doubt bout it.

hmmm...if u ask me if i got my tan...yes i got my tan...i feel abit dark now...but a little burn on the shoulder blades but i'm cool with it...the sun was pretty friendly to me in a way. merry got the worst tan...her skin turn superb red instead of ur natural dark tan skin...god bless! AMEN! not sure bout the other guys though...

pictures counrtesy of Poh Lai, Joann and me...yeap! i suck in the pic most of the tme...but watever...grp pics are indeed the best if u ask me!

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11:00 PM

Sunday, February 26, 2006

I wish i wish!

today was not a bad day...though the bad moments washaving piss off by a few peeps but i shouldn't have shout at them too...sorry guys but when i'm focus and all u may not wanna disturb me...i might lose my temper and shout in ur face...! training in esplanade today and i got my puma merms...woohoo!

that puma berms is damn wicked...thks liangs...later on gonna wear it for sentosa...woohoo...3 cheers...i think i got my day plan out le...tuesday i most probably be training, wed is ice skating again wif joann and gang and thursday is rest and wkends are just training and training...i've not much time legt...floorskillz around the corner...hmmm...think i shall ask e guys tp organise a friendly battle for preparation.

Minute maids lemondae on the rocks taste damn gd...hahaha...woohoo...its like right infront of me nw...the anticipation of sentosa is just making me awake...ah!!!!!!!!! can't slp...die die die...

all i could say nw is the air is clar and i believe my single life is gonna rock for now...to being single...cheers!

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11:38 AM

Saturday, February 25, 2006

i'm not a rudeboy..stop call me tat...the two guilty one for calling me tat...haze and joann

Sheik haiqal says i'm gd...MAN! ur gd dude...!

today was a pretty not bad day...was out chilling wif my crew as always...mud was damn stress i'm abit not motivated to break since my legs urm all cramp up becuz of ice skating yesterday and urm...i'm running out of ideas...sumone pls squeeze sum brain juice out of my head...! oh yea...hmmm...i shake sheil haiqals hand...wat an honour...singapores father of hip hop...3 cheers! 10march at the esplanade atrium...hiphop extravaganza, Enemyground, FTC, inertia, fuyo, and radical force...5 tops sg crew shall perform..stay tune...yeayea!

hmmm...well on yesterday...last day of assesement...happy many many..woohoo..not reassesement...happy more many many...woohoo....! after that went to chill at tcc for a while...woops tat was pass 2 days...was wif haze, merry and joann...new NAFA slack buddies even thought all 3 are gerls. urm...went ice skating wif all 3 of them plus an extra guy, one of their friend...urm honestly my 1st time skating...totally freaky but gotta hand of it in like 1 hr..woohoo..totally enjoyed myself...skate and skate...felt wierd but it seems fun...

MOTIVATIONAL HELP ON TAT DAY: JOANN, HAZE, MERRY AND MING HUI

haha...guess wat i didn't fall on my ass...haze and merry got it...woohoo...u guys score...woops! i'm gd and yea i know i am. and sentosa on monday...woohoo...gerls galour...and my 1st class outing sucessfully organise...yeayea...only joann and me planned it out...didn't expect the turn out to be this gd...CRAZY

tmr i gotta watched loads of video to look for ideas...needa have loads of routine which i only got 4 permenant one ready for floorskillz...haizs...more ideas pls...two more is enuff...i promise...yea! and needa get the t-shirt design ready. desperately needing it. gonna print the t-shirt by this wkend...yeayea! 3 wks plus to go for floorskillz...so lets train hard dudes...EG shall make a statement...SOULJAZ SHALL RULE!

anyway, for those who's reading my blog...i've stop posting sad stuff...not worth my time doing it and it can make me pretty stressup...my life is better off happy and all wif my buds and friends...r/s can come another day but not today!

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12:22 PM

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Prints after Prints...Hole in the pocket!

yeap...i'm officailly broke...printing stuff is like the most expensive sheat ever. I've got like loads of prints tat got handed up to lecturers...just one tat i wanted to keep gone missing...its my ocean's twelve poster...i damn bloody gave it a new look which looks totally radical! it was suppose to be for my typo project ...Sheat! Jit i need it back...man!

anyway i watched i not stupid too...it was nice show...loads of sad ending which always got cut by lame ass stunts...jack neo i'm gonna murder u...it was nice...i watched it wif xinwei...haha...was cool and all...but wat we're really up to...urm i can't tell u guys much cause..comeon! private life man! haha...anyway she have been a great company and a fantastic date partner!

after funk it out last sat...my hips still feels sore...damn it...i wanna break so damn much...forget it..shall rest and try ice skating wif the gang...they ask so why not join...oh yea...toking bout my gang...we're toking bout connie's werk...its a real surprise to see hw she come up wif fantastic werk wif no idea where's the origin of it. it lives me to think tat she hire people to do it for her...well she's filthy rich so wat for bother...

but i do agree tat she's kinda bad mouthing alot of people...hate tat...why does people like to bitch tat much...u dun sumone tat well and u start bitching bout them...likewise, im damn guilty bout it...gotta change my habit though...but the thingy bout clara, hazel and joann's ex classmate sure crack me up...hahah...

Clara: do u think i look pretty?

kelvin: URM...yea u do...after i smear ur face with sheat!

Clara: OH! how kind of u!

haha...there i go again...bitching and bitching...well at least its not as worst as the NYP sex scandal victim tammy...she's gonna get expel, oh gdness...wonder who will wanna accept her in...poor gerl...ur too innocent...tat guy/gerl who distributed it deserve retribution. and this guy whom i saw bitching bout CICO"S 20round record breaking ninties...oh shut the F*** up...learn man...!

i guess tats all for today...yea yea!

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3:20 AM

Monday, February 20, 2006

Hugs and Printings

today was one fine day...GDAD in the morning...pretty sensational...it was kinda thrilling when u are rushing up ur werk...haha...i noe i'm mad but its the way it is...haha...cause in the end the end result is wat that matters... a sense of satisfaction...i feel so damn gd.

haha...went out with Xinwei in the afternoon, a pretty nice outing...it really bonded us closer...i gotta say that liking for her has grown after today...yeap! she accompanied me to sunshine and later to art friend...in return i acc her to get her tee and to esplanade where she met her dance mates and of course pass her documents to Kelvin.

...for wat i know...this is the kinda of going out thingy which i wanted...can feel the closeness...the bond between two person...we're both putting in effort...its a gd thing and i like it...guess so does XW...oh ya...i saw a black adidas jacket with gold label..damn nice...wanna get it...must save money...79bucks leh...yeayea...save the cash!

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6:39 AM

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Projecting sunday!

Its a projecting sunday indeed...i'm clearing up most of my assignment and it feels gd when u see that theres so little left to do...yeap! a sense of relief was there...earlier in the day i recieve sumthing tats so sweet frm her...she uses it as a wallpaper for her 2nd blog(secret one which i dunno)...it really touched me..i think ive found a nice gerl in her...one or two drops of tears trickled down...tats hw touching it was...for me who dun really shed a tear now...its like a miracle!

did tok to her in the afternoon b4 she left for her dance practice...yea and lil Bob commented me...was hella happy...he said cuming down to singapore for a jam would be gd...i told him hell yea...he's my most respected bboyidol ever...being around my age, he sure had his share of fame...i'm proud to be make him my rolemodel...yo lil bob...EnemyGround will fly u in oneday...hell yea!

i see a beef battle cuming my way again...felix lo...after yesterday..i may consider battling him...might happen later part in the yr! yea...time to werk hard in watever i do...jeah!

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1:43 AM

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Happy happy!

today i went to catch xinwei at scape for her dance performance...coolness...after which we proceed to taka to get my watercolour paper...gonna wrk on design drawing project tmr...yea bakc to the performance...i really rush my way lo...but when i reach they already done with performace...haiz...but also gd la...can take a break and settle for a red bull.

met her at yoshinoya...went around and tok and tok...hah..funny la...shirley sure is a mad gerl lor...crazy...pop too much sweets le! in the end emi's sweets finish lo...hah! damn funny...did really had a gd time hanging wif that grp especially be around xinwei, she really tat cool!

then after tat to funk it out we go...dope event...ok i crash alot in battle but cyphers i didn't sia..wierd...haha but all was gd...cypher alot and it was hella fun...gotta prepare for floorskillz this upcuming days...learn more moves to make my set more dope...gonna improve my tops...killer tops is wat i want...yea!
haha...faiz said he like my footwerk...guess it had evolve through time...since last time la...but the way he say it damn gay...damn u faiz!

well did had a gd time toking to xinwei on the bus...it was all gd...really had agd time...ok i'm repeating this like dunno hw many times le...anyway the most respected bboy i noe troy was there...dope guy man...he reall inspire me lo...the guys who inspire me to do tops well...thks troy...

p's XINWEI...i love ur VDAY gift so very much...hehe...i shall take ur advice and werk on them..lets werk to be a better dancer!

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9:48 AM

Friday, February 17, 2006

Tired tired day...

ARHGH!...i just got home frm sch...all that fatigue bust it out...Jeah! i thought of actually have a rest at home instead of going to break...my eyes are heavy...my body is already taking a toll plus tmr is paym...wah! i hella need a rest...sumone...anyone can offer me sum massage to revitalise my body...AH!

yea...today on my way to sch i saw sum ignorant kiddos getting in the way of the mrt trains door...take a peep below

call me a guy who has nothing better to do than mind my own business but such things is hard to ignore...looking at the sight of such things sure irritate the hell out of people...the train is crowded yet this kids do this shit...wheres the justice in this...looking at kids these days, i can say that theres this huge generation gap...

i'm now feeling damn shag...will go take a nap 1st...will be abck to update later...

p.s silin, hey gerl welcum back to my blog...time to be alittle noisy...yea!

p.s xinwei, GD luck for tmr's dance performance, i most prob be down for the 2pm performance...yea...i'm sure u can do it...jia you!

p.s huiting, feeling afraid of the "THING" is one of my fears...i'm very sure u can overcome it.

p.s to all fellow friends...please have a little kindness and tag when u read mi blog...i want ur presence to be felt...read but no tag...best la!....LOL!

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3:10 AM

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Friday is for resting...

Yeap, u heard me right...fri is for resting...tmr is PAYM...so must rest alot...anyway...plans for today is going to class and try to finish as many things as possible...i really needa rush qurtis pek's project...Chiong ah! i seriously slept like a pig...damn shoik...waking up feeling fresh...woooo! project and sumthing else was up in my mind...GDAD, have to get this over with soon, hopfully tmr, Typography, hopefully can get this over with tonight, prepress, same also...wanna get this over with tonight.

other projects-

-lesson in thinking...mindmap tmr morning( finish it during night time )

-design drawing...finishing on sunday

-fundamental visual studies...doing bits and pieces of folio every now and then.

well...i think most of it, i've got no prob getting them over with...80%...leaving fund visual studies there which have to be done over a period of time...yay! lets all cheer to this...happy many many...i'm hella stressfree. so Wednesday can go out with xinwei to movie...wooo!

hopefully i can find sumone to join me during PAYM...i wanan join real badly...NASSER WE NEED U!

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8:56 PM

She call me SuperDuperBoy!

guess wat...i finally did gave away the Vday presetn to sumone who really deserves it...yeap...Xinwei ah is a very gd company for lunch today and she was the gal i gave the belated vday gift too...yeap...well its her 1st vday gift frm sumone and i feel so god damn honored...JEAH!...the days past fast...memories i chose to forget and indeed i did just tat...its time i end my pain...

well went with xinwei to fareat to get her shirt...didn't really saw any though...tsk tsk...poor gerl...wonder hw is she gonna handle the heat when she wear tat blazer for her performance at youth park on saturday...a gerl who hates being in a hot enviroment she is...hmmm! well saturday will be heading down..no worries...after tat will go elias cc to check out the bboy battle, i want to join leh...any takers? hopefully nasser can make it...justin and i confirm le...JUSTIN(EG JUNIOR DOPE BBOY), KEL( EG BASIC PRO BBOY). NASSER(EG STYLISH SHIT BBOY)...haha..wat a way to describe this guys...including me...

well.. i can say...i'm happy many many...haha...woohoo...she's gonna give me sumthing this saturday...i just can't wait...yay! THANK YOU XINWEI...haha! and plans for the nx few wks...urm...movie wif her nx wk and MOS wif her on the following...yay...goodie goodie!

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8:28 AM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Captain Kelvin...the zombie!

Ahoy folks...its been awhile since i last blog...lazy and busy...well i got a new friend, XinWei..pretty looking gerl whos very the on one...well gd dancer too in my opinion tat is...hmmm...tats all to tell...other info u have to ask me urself...not gonna blog bout them...

been projecting and practicing, projecting and practicing...not so bad actually...tmr got pop quiz wor...die lo...die die must pass this quiz. haiz...today went to meet vic after sch...sketch afew ideas for xinwei's cap design...fast one...then after tat went to esplanade to wait and wait...wah she damn late...but in the end did not see her so practice lo...then when i practice she suddenly apear with her friends...at that time i was blind so didn't spot her at all...

then went back to sit and wore my specs...then i took a closer look..its her..but damn paiseh...one guy go tok to 4-5gerls..ok la 1/5 of them...sure face shy like hell...tsl tsk...cause i only noe 1/5 of them...sians...kelvin was like awaiting for his aiai...haha...can see la...he smile so much!

after they left i msg xinwei to make sure its her...wah..its indeed her...sian liao lo...

anyway..not a bad day la...nothing much special happening...all i can say that i'm a happy man..with or without a gf but its wif a gf that makes me even more happy...at least u will feel love...haha!

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9:21 AM

Sunday, February 12, 2006

PEOPLE MOUNTAIN PEOPLE SEA!

REN SAN REN HAI...thats the chinese proverb for crowded...yea its wats going on in my house...my house is damn pack wif peeps...damn...yea...b4 tat i went out to meet vic to do sum assignments...well didn't really did...cause in the end we went to jurong point and accompany arvind get his dri-fit shirt...well anyway, i've not been hanging around them much so its a gd time to catch up as friends...

Vic was damn retarded lo...wat can i say...a retard for a friend...it sure lightne up the atmosphere...well no wonder he's tat damn popular in TP...wackiest TPSU member...hah!the funny thing bout today is tat he's just very nonesensical...i think its the worst i've seen so far...well done la vic...

VICTOR: tang yuang with peanut biscuits goes very well...!

KELVIN: HAHAHA!

ARVIND: **TOTALLY IGNORE**

STRANGER(AUNTY): YAH YAH! tan yuang go with this one ver nice...*SMILE*

VICTOR: *RUSHING AT THE COUNTER*

KELVIN: HAHAHHAA!...aiyo victor!

VICTOR: *PAY CASH TAKE STUFF AND RUN AWAY*

ARVIND, KELVIN: CHASE AFTER VICTOR!

VICTOR: I THINK I GOT A NEW FRIEND

ARVIND, KELVIN: HAHAHA...TAT AUNTY AH!

VICTOR: TAT AUNTY TOK TO ME!

this scene is damn funny...seriously...hah...whenever ur with us...this is wat happens...hah...not a bad day...i did abit of homewerk but not all...but its time well spent...hah...

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10:39 AM

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Last day of CNY

today is the last day of CNY...lotsa shit cumng up...people are gonna flood my house, wat a damn nioce timing to come visit...plus i think if this happens...i'll be interupted by the kids...Geez...i've got tons of assignments in hand, wat i need is sum peace and quiet. think i gonna get out of home and go to marsling mac alone to go get my homewerk over with...its been a long long time since i do that...

yesterday i got my levis red loop...wah...luv it la...hah i've got a fetish for vintage jeans...damn lo, in sg less than 20 people owns a pair of red loop and i am one of them...haha...cool right...yeayea! sheik haiqal show cuming up, floorskillz next...so many upcoming event...can hardly find the space to breathe...after wk8 i'll be training full time 5-6 days training a wk...train my power and all...almost everything la...

on mar 10 i have to impress, on mar 17-18 i have to impress and beat the hell out of 3o plus over teams...hardcore shit man...this seems like the case where i really live for the dance...the dance floor is my stage...haha...mar 10 at chocolatte...be there or be square, further details on wat time all this is happening, i'll fill u guys in...for the time being lets all be patient and wait.

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7:30 PM

Friday, February 10, 2006

Valentines in 3days...i'm without a date...wahaha...NEMIND!

honestly...valentines in 3 days and i'm without a date...its a total disaster ok...hw can sia...but anyway i'm broke also...haiz...at least i got a reason to be happy bout...and secondly i got loads of assignment to get over with...NAFA open house is like boring la...dunno wats up with it...student volunteers act only...ur fewdays of fame is just not enuff...for fame...3days of ur time is up...see how u suffer during assesment...wahahha!...i'm damn evil la.

Anyway for visual studies today...totally slack lo...went to rex to dine...crap with damn and mandy along wif jiunn...well for one moment i'm trying to bond with the class people...trying to speak to peole i have not spoken b4...cause i dun wanna distant from anyone...well i think i getting to noe each person in my class better one by one...no alienation pls...i come in peace.

Oh yea...marcg 10...performing sheik haikal..enemyground sending, slicky, me and & i dunno whos the other one...dino i think...several other top crew whos performing will be sending representative too...it'll be a massive thing...sheik haikal leh....local afrika islam ok...mar 9 have a damn reherasal lo...haiz...1.30pm summore...wahlao...damn early...gonna skip class lo, have to skip lecture and part of photomedia...wahlao...!

anyway i gonna collect my jeans tmr...collectors item sia...levis offender or levis red look...red look is the sexy one...tempted sia...jas...i'm cuming ur way....

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9:32 AM

Thursday, February 09, 2006

What a friday!

today i woke up to realise LOVE is a curse...once ur fallen in Love, ur curse...i dunno why did i have it in me? Its not in my dad's gens or in my mums...why do i love sumone so passionately when the end result of a fail relationship is a scar carve out inside of u...time will heal all wounds u say...i say time will nvr heal heal any wounds...after silin, my ex's tally have cum to 6...i dun like this man.

i remember when i'm heartbroken i find breaking a way to drown the sorrow inside of me...forgetting the pain. Pain for pleasure u can say...there are people who slit their hands to let pain get in the way of sorrow...i make use of fatique to get in the way of my sorrow...i realise wat i do is not right but i can't help it anyway...

usually i wun noe wats on their minds...i seriously feel so regretful of the last relationship i had...cause in the end she felt nothing...haiz...should not had poped the question in the 1st place...i guess it was peer pressure that make me do it...should i or should i not give another shot at her...honestly saying i get jealous over people very easily and i can just fake a face to hide that jealousy of mine...

ok lets forget bout this le...ok i think after this term i may wanna get a part time job...wanna save upthe cash for japan...seriously i'm gonna fly to japan to meet remy and luke...of course i will wanna join the local comp there...hopefully can make it in time for freestyle session japan exhibition battle...i really need foreign exposure so lets plan for my trip...its gonna be a 1wk stay there and of course i'll be flying alone to japan.

so things i need: tickets to japan tokyo to & fro
a bigger crumpler for my clothings
winter clothing...think its gonna be winter by then
get my digi cam repaired
cash of at least 100 000yen
new shoes

and of course i'll be staying over their place. oh ya...lastly, start picking up jap...easy communication there...

anyway i'll be East Coast later on...so i wun be home early...so anyone looking me up pls tag at my blog.

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7:25 PM

My Deams and more Dreams

One thing i 'm thinking of now...i;ve not been cooking for the past few mths...think my skill have gone down the drain...but no time mah...even if i had the time i'll be lazing around at home. too lazy to cook...i've been wanting to try cooking crayfish pasta...i forgotten wat base pasta it is but i remember that its neither cream base nor tomato base. hmm..think need olive oil if i'm not wrong...but i also bad at choosing seafood...haiz!

CRAYFISH PASTA...damn nice la...i like the crayfish part the most...taste 100times better than prawns...wooo...i like...ah! Mouth-watering lo...i think need sum wine too...forgotten wat wine lo...aiya...needa go lookup the recipe. hah...i absolutely got no talent in oriental cooking...suck big time at it. haha...maybe this sat i'll try making carbonara...long time didn't try le...haha...my damn lunch...morning shall go supermarket get fucilie, fresh cream, mushrooms, and chicken...wooo!

hmmm...oh ya u guys might not noe but i ever had a dream of opeining a restaurent and i'm the boss...just sitting there shake leg and eat for free...of course must have customer la...hopefully when i'm in my prime i'll be able to accomplish this childhood dream of mine...slurps slurps...!

1more wk plus to go to get my assignments over with...must chiong ah!...

anyway...sch today was not bad...jiunn met his gerl to be...jingle...this gerl totally radical...haha...yea! lesson, urm...okok lo...pretty slack had pre-press. My magazine spread is not bad la. after the critic session, went for lunch...had fish n chips. Sort of skipped lecture...anyway no mood for lecture...went to the library...saw that babe again..wahlao and melanie...wahlao x2! my eyes just drifted la...geez...haha...happy many many!

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3:51 AM

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

i ain't got no valentine...do u wanna be my valentine...tsk!

hah...valentines day is only nx tues and i got no partner to date wif...hmmm guess its another lonely valentine...but wat the hell...i guess maybe i'll be going pubbing wif my friends...i really got the urge to drink alot...i mean alot...though i'm not really into beer and shit but suddenly tat taste just linger in my mouth...i just feel like having it...slurps!

so i guess operation quit drinking is well screwed...hah...lotsa projects in my hand and i gotta do sumthing bout them...hmmm...have quite sumtime to get this projects over with...all i need is a focus and alittle patience...it goes along way...hah...time pass quicky...b4 u knew it...term 3 finally draws to an end. Time sure flies when ur having fun...for me...urm...not so!

floorskillz is seriously around the corner and loads of competiton...i wonder hw am i to cope...i needa train 4 times a wk now...its like the only way tat i can come up wityh new ideas...train smart and train loads...thats the shit...yea i reserve a levis offender today...my friend jas very gd la...haha...but the levis red look is also gd...wah sexy sia...i like...it fits me fine...Jas do me favour...bring the red look over...its a limited ed jeans in sg...collectors item sia.

well i'm practically lazy to blog already...just finished my magazine spread...haiz...damn tired...tmr got lab lesson summore...think i cannot focus la...mind will surely wonder elsewhere...oh ya! last lecture too...happy many many...well i saw another babe in sch today...oh my gdness...the gerls keep on coming this coming days...FUNTASTIC...!

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11:28 AM

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Chips ahoy...captain kevin giving a pleasent surprise!

hmmm...well captain kelvin once again sail across the seven seas and came across singapore...along the streets of bugis came upon the sch NAFA where he schs at...lotsa cool peeps and urm theres babes as well...haha...guess he came upon this beautiful gerl who dress up in a gothic manner...totally got attarcted to her but its just attraction...haha...honestly i'm attracted to alot of gerls in my sch...but its better this way...attarction is always better than noeing them...at least u wun go disappointed when the person suck at her personality.

well well...today after class...5 of us...joshua, jiunn, merry and joanne stayed back in class and discuss bout our relationship problems...well...i shared my experience...hmmm all are bad...not nice at all...but at least i get to learn a thing or two...joshua is the best among the 5 of us...he's gd at handling his relationship...according to him...two person need to compromise to make this werk out...totally agree!

well most of them is shock at why our relationship didn't werkout...when mine didn't...its just not meant to be...silin is not prepare for it too...can't force anyway...let it go with the flow even though i take relationship very seriously...hah...merry was damn funny la...her reaction toattly shock me...didn't expect her to be like tat...guess i make the right group of friends...Joanne was so poor thing...just broke up with her bf...poor thing la her...guess she cried enuff and learn to be strong.

in anyway...sumthings are worth waiting for...hah...so let go with the flow...!

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3:46 AM

Monday, February 06, 2006

I dreamt that i was a movie director

Today i had the i had the wierdest dream b4 i woke up for school...i dreamt i was a movie director and i was filming a movie bout myself...haha...and the entire movie was a major hit...it kinda came in the form of this poster above...hahaha! MADNESS MAN...OK...the person who created this poster have a major spelling deficiency...haha...but theres this prob bout the movie...haha...no subtitles...gdness!

haha...okok...enuff of crap already...anyway i was in for a major gourging today...ate old chang kee in the afternoon...and i think i ate for 2-3 sticks of their crap nuggets and sotongballs...haha...then also had ice cream too. i too had chicken chop after tat...then after chicken chop, came home for dinner...wooo...tats alot for today...happy happy many many...and my tummy is growing and growing...hahha...but in the end i bombed the toilet bowl...wooo...hiroshima should had been bombed by me...wooo...haha...ok just kidding.

well...not much of wats happening today but i'm just wondering how long will i have to take to cover marina square...its damn big can...its like every corner u go, the road will nvr end...yea! jiunn, mandy and i walked till our legs gone sore...haha...nothing to do during break...might as well go out jalan jalan...haha...i wonder wats install for me...kelvin's adventure continue...and yea...must supprt my movie ah...haha...just kidding.

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5:22 AM

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Sunday blues...AGAIN!

Staring into blank space now...but i dunno wats gotten into me...wats right, wats wrong...wat am i gonna do later...wat happened to all my friends...have i been neglecting them lately...i guess wat i'm doing is isolating myself from people...i just rejected a date...its like wat the hell...are u mad kelvin...another wierd thing is i have been going out alone lately...i noe it sound sad...i also dunno why...

i suppose i dun like to disturb people...dun like to irritate people...hmmm...also people whom i noe who clubs...i start to distant from them...even people who have thoughts of it...i also distant myself from them...hmmm...i'm terrible! kelvin wat have u done to deserve this...i dunno wat should i do...dunnno wats the right course of action...

i'm damn pathetic...haiz...i think i should now take sum initiative now...b4 things turn for the worst...the way i act and stuff in front of friends...i'm totally ok...but behind them...haiz...its damn sad la...haiz...maybe i should try noeing more people now...time are bad la...lets say i start being mr friendly.

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9:36 PM

Tranquelity!

today seems to be just a pretty normal day ic...nothing much happen lately...i just crave for lemon barley but it seems tatmost 7-11 dun sell it...geez...best drink ever...quit drinking already...i just thnk i should...hmmm...coke shall be my new best friend for now. Anyway...tmrs a sunday...i rejected caiyi's invitation to join her to catch the fireworks...just not in the mood...

Honestly speaking...i kinda detest this yrs chinese new yr...not very nice...i can dun want the ang paos i recieve...money is just ain't important to me...wats important is get my life back on track...i totally forgot how i lead my life b4 i got into a relationship...seriously speaking...i needa recall. i suppose it was like b4 when singlehood kinda suck...low confidence always and i dunno...tons la...!

i find it wierd ti rejects caiyi's invitation...its a one on one date yet i reject it...man..i think i must be nuts...but when am i ever normal anyway...well lots of things have change and i believe i have to and so have silin...its not her but her attitude towards me...its alittle distant...shouldn't have got into this relationship...then it'll be like b4...haha...when we were once very friends...in other werds...its a regret i have.

but i think things have been mprove lately beween her and i...well..sumway it have to,,cannot stay this way forever...hopefully in due time it'll be like b4...haha..chat buddies, conference buddies, best of friends and etc,etc. well i've been better lately...practicing for the 4th day straight...still no sign of fatigue. and guess wat...i feel like donating blood. its just a thought...haha...madness la...i really have to thank huiting la...she really comfort me alot...i owe u one la...tell me which guy u like..i will help u out...CONFIRM AH...!

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10:14 AM

Friday, February 03, 2006

TODAY I JUST FOUND OUT THAT FOND MEMORIES WERE JUSTA BUNCH OF FORGOTTEN MEMORIES...SHE JUST DUN TREASURE THEM LIKE I DO...I"M JUST A UNLUCKY GUY WHO FELL FOR A WRONG GERL...IMAGE IS FOREVER THE THING...ACTIONS SPEAK A THOUSAND WERDS AND YES...I TOTALLY AGREE...however hard i try to salvage a piece of this friendship...i have to rethink of it twice now...cause wat if history repeats itself...i'm a sentimental guy...i treasure memories and i hope my friends do too...its not all bout the image but its all bout ur actions...hmmm...can sumone pls give me a suggestion pls...end this friendship or should i just give it time and let go with the flow...i dunno....!

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1:05 PM

Venture into Oblivion!

haha! i ever wonder wat kind of person i am and wat kind of person others are...then i came to realsie that i am one who care for others and never for myself...however selfish i am...i still care for the people other than myself...lets say sumone was to be in danger...i think i will jump down to rescue and get crash by a car instead of seeing a friend lose his/her life.

stranger or not, close buds or just aquaintances...i think i can never care for myself. my parents use to say...u keep caring for others...when is it gonna be the time u learn to care for urself...i dunno if i ever will. in the game of love...i think i will always be in the losing end...i give in much and being too nice...got taken advantage off and in the get dump...hmmm not a nice ending for me...time wasted indeed but sumtimes people tend to be alittle overboard...yea...!

Now i'm really interested to noe who will be the 1st to notice me if i'm given a scenario that me being a victim of a car accident...well...most definitely...victor , arvind and if possible, ben whos trap in camp...trena is a possibilty...esther too...but the rest...i'm not too sure of it! care and concern is part of our human values, love is an evolution of infactuation...its wat i think as a human must have in them...

a normal human to me...noes to care...worrys at times...is always passionate...have control of their lifes...emotional when needed...have faith in self...a normal human have a balance of everything which in my eyes is wat i target for..my values are all mixed and its bout time i do alittle soul searching...

Its pretty obvious that i am putting on a mask to cover my inside...sumtimes i dunno why image matters...i think it doesn't...i care for myself...wat people think is none of my business...as long as i believe in myself then i can do the impossible...i'm not a image person...i let sumone see my true self...this is me...whether u like it or not suit urself...sumtimes personality can never be change...its unatural and why change when u are being born in this way...

hmmm...guess life is complicated but still am figuring it out...hpefull i noe the meanings of life in due time...i'm a lao gu dong and i'm not gonna change tat...its who i am...be urself! well i cut my hair today and i'm very happy with the results...its wat i want and i may keep this hairstyle for quite awhile. anyway the people whom i always tok to are not around...where are the friends when u need them...guess they dun really care...haiz...nevermind...they just dunno that to me they're my best buds...to them i maybe just a piece of crap...haha......hmmm maybe i exaggerate again...hmmm but i'm not feeling it like b4...i'm the one taking initiative yet...i dunno...guess tats wat happens when people got tons of friends...well just take it as it is...and go with the flow...Kelvin am not any special being to anyone anyway...hah!

And i still hate clubbing 101...i hate clubbers and clubs...hate hate hate hate hate!
anyway...guess i'm the only fool who believe in long friendships. love is too one of my believe...partners can be lovers as long as rwo person are willing to give it a try...i forever shall be the fool whom will always take the initiative which in the end bear no results...well lao gu dong is like tat...so can't do much...

sumone is still missing from my blog..i guess she just lost interest in this blog i suppose...wth la...anyway this blog is getting boring...so anyone suggest if i should shutdown this blog??? pls tag...and comment!...viewership have been very low...!

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8:37 AM

Thursday, February 02, 2006

SO HAPPY CAN!

I'm SO happy la so Happy can...SO happy la so Happy can...SO happy la so Happy can...SO happy la so Happy can...SO happy la so Happy can...SO happy la so Happy can...SO happy la so Happy can...SO happy la so Happy can...SO happy la so Happy can...SO happy la so Happy can...SO happy la so Happy can...SO happy la so Happy can...SO happy la so Happy can...SO HAPPY LA SO HAPPY CAN!...EVERYBODY REPEAT AFTER ME...!SAY CAN!

hah...i'm happy cause of practice...i'm still the best in this business...anyway...i dunno wat happen between me and silin but wth la...we're back to the way we are b4...hey...i'm ur piece of entertainment pie la silin...comeon take me on if u dare...guess u dun dare...wakakakka! i'm damn evil in a way...hmmm caiyi ask me out to watch fireworks...i said ok...since i got nothing to do also...just go only!

yah hazrul got approach by a trans during practice at esplanade today...eeyeer! Goosebump la...hazrul u damn suay la...guy on guy...very very very unsightly can...hmmm...my advantages of stress busting again has been nice and cool...but still i have that sucky feeling though...silin is a attractive gerl and many guys eyeing on her...hmmm...arm urself my friend...karate chop the bad ones...for me...i just take things slow...even though i like her but still wth...i can't be bothered...silin pls start tagging again can...ur disappearing from my blog la...!

ok la...breath in breath out...123, i'm gonna go cut my hair soon...dunno how it will turn out actually...thought of keep the style it is and making the sides short...hmmm...ok la...man...getting haircut can also make me alittle constipated...ah!...geez all that butterflies flying within me tummy...crap man...!

in any werds that i dun survive...my last werd will be i wanna give it another shot at sumone...i dunno why ...hmmm maybe not...but still got the urge la...okok...now off to the toilet...canno0t tahan already!

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10:48 AM

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Rocking in S.O.B high!

gd morning...just woke up an hr ago...sort of gotten the habit to blog in the morning...1st order of buisness for the day...urm i think that should be getting my projects over with...no more time for matters that is wasteful of my time...relationship matters...sulk...get out of my way...i'm entertaining ya till i'm done with my project...

i dunno wat am i gonna do on valentine...i think i might ciao out with esther...she owe me a movie outing...hmmm..dun say i'm desperate. hmmm maybe ciao out with jo too...go shop for the white and green puma blazer...damn nice la...hmmm in anyway thinking bout silin and talking bout silin will give me a big headache tats all..lets not talk bout the past when its not worth remembering...

Crashing my house in CNY is totally cancelled...dun think i wanna entertain any people at a time like this...times like this tells me that i wanna be alone for a while...no interuptions...yea i got my char siew pao in front of me...wait la!...later then i eat...hmmm feel like planning a class outing again...after two failed attempt...i really wanna do it this time...its been a long long time since we last went out.

lots of things have gone through my mind...its very hard to think straight now...i just need a focus now to push all this unecessary thoughts aside...hmmm...anyway...do u guys think i'm a real lao gu dong...i just quit drinking yesterday...i dun smoke...i hate clubbing to the core...i failed at my 6th relationship, i choose my friends(only those who are amusing), i can be anti social in a way, i tend to be determine in going for wat i want but never i had i succeeded in going for the gerl i like except for silin*sulk*. so AM I A LAO GU DONG? u decide...i think i like myself being this way...its not a inheritance from my dad cause in context...i'm much friendlier and crapier than my dad.

i dunno la...still am in a mess..sumone pls starighten me up...get my path back on track...wat the hell la...i also cannot believe tat i can never drool over gerls which most guys do...why why why? its just not normal...am most gerls in the streets now being unattractive to me...guess only a particular few will catch my attention i think...SIGHZ!

lester i'm sorry man...no matter how much i treasure the gerl i like...its just not enuff! Guess both of us are indeed in the same boat!

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5:55 PM

i dunno wat am i blogging for...

i dunno wat am i blogging for now...i got no ideal partner in life now...silin became a past i had...esther is a forgotten memory...valentines day sucks now...i just can't be bothered anymore...breaking is back on track...in life...sumtimes...it sucks...my life sucks because i got only two true friends...victor and mud...okay...silin, jo and ting are considered cool friends...

ok...now...i dunno la...i'm feeling shitty but again...wierd...i'm having mix feelings...dunno watsup with me...URGH...shity man...think i needa drink...anyway i saw this guy on the train just now...he's damn sober can...drank one huge bottle of absolute vodka in the train...infront of me summore...wahlao!

anyway...i really bust away the stress i have today...it sure feels gd...but again its sucks after which i reach home...its not easy to get over sumthing like tat when u get urself into shit and dunno how to get out...i'll figure a way...anyone willing to offer free counscelling service... i needa release shit...!

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10:09 AM

Stress buster!

i'm having my dose of stress buster today...well all i can say is tat when i dun think bout that problem...i am absolutely fine...wellsort of werk if i want it to werk...just needa switch off my switch for a while...two thoughts came into my mind when i thought of this...one thought actually...just be gd friends...i dunno...its just struck me...whether we get back to together will depend on circumstances...cause i've been put in difficult position alot and i'm getting tired of it...

as i told jo yesterday...i cant be bothered anymore...just go with the flow...if she say yes then we shall continue in which i will put my utmost effort...if she says no...then we shall be friends...anyway being friends is better than losing one...i dunno wats going in her mind...i just msg a gd luck msg for her comm skillz...i dun even get a thank you...just tell me wat did i did to deserve this.

i think i've wasted enuff time yesterday shedding tears...feeling sad just suck...i wanna make use of my remaining time to do more constructive werk...its my only way to drown my sorrow...till that very day comes...i dunno bout her other friends, maybe other guys whom are interested in her...i just hope i won't have the same ending victor have...lets hope this wun happen...its my biggest concern since the day i got into this relationship.

No matter how confident i am...how much i trust in sumone...i want my friends, my gf silin to know tat trust is wat keeps two person together...if u dun trust urself...if u dun trust ur partner then why get together...it will never werk out. Hopefully this ordeal of mind will just go with the wind and we can get on with life together.

anyway i got my projectshop slippers...$18.90...nice la...hah! STRESS BUSTING CAN...shopping is one of the few things tat helps...later i'm gonna go breaking...practice helps to bust stress away too...hah...!

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12:10 AM