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Sunday, September 25, 2005


Friendship is no.1 to kel

today was a boring day...gd thing Fizah msg me and the msg tone woke me up...if not i dunno wat time i'll slp till...okie she ask me out with faiz...okie faiz...hmmm, my heart aching already. I was thinking when did he came into the scene...urm, i guess it was last fri i suppose...tat day we last day as couple mah so didn't really mean much to me, all eyes were on her. Now...aiyo...faiz...my friend somemore...jealous seh...okok..control Kel! Remember, Fizah and me are close friends and she is just being friendly...yes okok...cool down already. I have faith in Fizah, i know she and Mus will go along way so no need to worry, b'cause i know she is different from the past already. I know some of her flaws but i feel tat she is able to correct them...so this part i'm not worry at all. Aiyo, as a friend i have to worry on every aspect...yesterday nani ask me for help, she realise she changed and need my help...it only right i help her out...wat are friends for right...they're all my special friends...Nani and Fizah. i dunno wat will happen to me without them...must have faith and trust in them...i hope they realise that i exist in their hearts and when they need me i'll always be there to help...especially Fizah. Though i now lead a life of loneliness where i travel to sch and back home alone...but i know tat...whenever i'm in school they are always there. I hope people who read this posting dun b'cause u pity me then do things out of pity 4 me...i want everyone to do things out of their willing heart...noone will ever be happy if u take pity on them. Okie...now i have to go wash up and dress up to meet the other guys...time to dissolve my aching heart...will post more on today later.


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