Friday, September 23, 2005
Happily ever adter...she's free, but my wounds only time will heal.
today, i woke upmearly in the morning and washup to prepare a brand new day...its the last day tat both fizah and me were to become a couple. Its hard to swallow...but i do my best to keep tat smile on tat face of mine so tat i may see her be happy for one last time b4 things start to make a drastic change. i took a train from admiralty to Lakeside...when i reached lakeside...its like 10mins early so i just sited one corner and waited for deary fizah...she was just late for 4-5min...hmmm...tats very impressive already b'cause she make an effort to reach as early as possible.we then took a train ride to Yio chun kang. after we reached Yio chu kang...we met up wif the other guys...saw nani and they're all waiting 4 hafiz. Fizah was all i could think of because its the last time being together and i wanna spent the whole day with her..and making her real happy. we went into the sports hall and watch the netballs final...starting was exciting but go alittle boring n the end. At 1st i thought Dawn's team won the game. then after the netball thingy...both fizah deary and me walk down to get the goody bag...only two gd stuff in it...packet of tissue and a bottle of water. then after tat...everyone wanna go to NYP to have lunch...went there, both fizah and me got pancakes to munch while looking 4 the foodcourt... they tasted real gd..then we found the food court and we proceed to have lunch...lunch was ok...maybe we're just feeling sleepy...Fizah deary was the one who need sthe slp...damn...now i also feeling sleepy...ok...i'll continue later [UNDER CONSTRUCTION]
I'm back...after we got back Nyp, both fizah and me were feeling bored, so we just go around disturbing people. it was fun...disturbing pradeep was the best he got really irritated and when i see my fazah deary having fun...tat puts a smile onto my face....just went around disturbing people and we have our share of having fun together. then later in the day...lili came to look for someone who can help out her class in the telematch thingy...my deary, she volenteered...i was out there to support her...again i see her having fun...she was so friendly to the art teaching...so proud of her. when everythings over...we went to town...just took a stroll having some deinks...and yah i went to Art friend...bought some stuff. after all is done...we went to bought some cheese balls...they were nice. But when i check out the time it was time 4 her to go...i can't bear to leave her...neither did she...in the train we hug each other all the way to lakeside...we just can't let go. She was someone i treasure, someone i love, someone who has became the best thing tat has ever appear in my life...i couldn't let go but i must...for her to be happy and free from all problems i had no choice...we just wished tat there were nothing troubling us...just the two of us...having a great time everyday...i was sad tat day but again i have to be happy...b'cause i dun want her to cry...i want her to smile and know tat watever happens...i'll be there for her...when we walked our way to her house, i try to make her happy...she was and i know we can be happy as special friends to each other too...its not easy...sometimes i just wanna listen to my heart and not let her go...but its impossible. tat day...i sent her off...we hug and kiss 4 the last time...it was a moment where i felt hard to let go...i wish time can just freeze there.but its impossible...we hug, we kiss and then tats it...she went off..giving a kick on my leg...we laugh it off...i try to mantain a happy mindset...so tat i can cover all the unhappy thoughts...but when i got home...everything came crumbling down...the i mpact was so much...fizah deary its not ur fault...u make me real happy real happy...sometimes i feel tat i have to overcome this kinda things. i wished tat nite tat if theres another opportunity to love her again...this time i will not let her go...she's too important 4 me...no one in my life have ever make me felt like this b4. shes one a kind, and i wanna treasure her wif all my heart. i hope she feels the same way too...and i know deep inside her she wants it too...some people might say its just a 1wk relationship so get over it but to us 1wk is a moment to be remembered...because this one seems to be a lifetime for the both of us...i guess u have to be in my shoes to know how both of us felt...i will always love u fizah...Promise!
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