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Wednesday, September 21, 2005


I dunno wats right and wats wrong...?

today i got up late but took my own sweet time to prepare for sch...took some pics of me but i belief tat they're gd enough...waste my printer ink only...then i go sch after my mum return from her grocery shopping...i think got this influence of being from her...dunno leh...been wif her 4 sometime and it sort of affect me...my heart was feeling real heavy and my nose...omg...looks so gross...i mean tat spot where i peeled...eew! i thought tat i'll be ok but on my way to sch i keep having the image of her on my mine...its hard to forget. i hope time can tell me where both of us stand. Got the mass lecture room...was 15mins late...woops! haha, but nani was later than me...cannot belief she still have tat habit...haiz. saw hafiz doing he's pod work in mass lecture...i sat beside him and paid attention to the lecture...i forgot to bring my noetbook again...i'm so absent minded actually i also forgot to bring the perspective set for hasyim too...tats another minus point for me. anyway after the lecture ended...we all went ahead to the coffee shop, i was actually not in the mood to eat or drink but just called for a milo ice...i wonder where has all my appetite gone...yesterday i also din have dinner...no mood sia..too sad to eat. one day i'm gonna starve to death if this continues...i gotta eat i told myself...but that will be later. wanting to leave the coffee shop when it rains...real heavy...ah! how am i gonna go to the library to do my sch work? waited like close to an hr before the rain subside. went to the library but meeting fizah was inevitable...i have to see her, i told myself. then met her...dunno wat to do so i just do try act normal...dun wanna disappoint her. but she see through me...i'm not feeling uncomfortable with her, just sad yet happy. i wanna ask her to meet outside the library and hug her but couldn't plug up the courage...i guess later on i'll do it...she was really kind...lent me her stuff for me to do my work but i was feeling kinda lazy...so didn't get down to work...sorry dear. i think this is how i end up blogging in the afternoon...


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