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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Today a day of boredom...sian!
Today was pretty bored...especially when i was having P.O.D. Haiz...i miss having someone by my side...haiz...i wonder when will that happen again...so far i just have to wait...wonder if i have to wait till i'm damn old then get attach mah? Haha...some of people i like, attach already...like Melanie...haiz...no need to say. Maybe i'll just wait...who knows...it might even be Fizah...okey okey...i just wish its possible...i still got alot of love inside my heart to distribute...honestly i'm also a blur king...i only know tat Fizah is the only one who really fell in love with me...other then her, i know of nobody else liao...how to see...when someone have a crush on u, they dun usually show it in front of me...either they run away...if not just stare blankly but the problem is i dun even know if people are staring blankly at me..maybe peole just feel that Fizah and i are still attach...i guess...well though we're apart...but our hearts are still one...so the love is still there...okey back to to where i stop...urm...yea...after P.O.D, went to national library to borrow 2 cipies of comic bks...haha...cool...yea...needa use in figure drawing. Okey...then rush back to class..sat down and paid attebtion to lesson..hah...draw comic characters...wat a challenge, ok...i accept. well! it went well...the thing is kinda sian also...because i missing the other half of me...really...haiz... after figure darwing...went to makan...makan already then go sch library...barely stick there 4 an hour then i left for national library...then after tat...went home...haiz...so alone so so alone...how i yearn for one day for me to be attach again...Sigh...Well still! i will always be in love with the Fizah...hehe
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5:11 AM
ME
I'm a student, a bboy and a designer and a darn survivor in this mother "fcuking" world. Cocky at times, prefer to carry myself well, always confident in the air and most importantly, am learning to be mature. Whether i'm gd or bad, My closest friends knows me well enuff.
If u wanna get to know me, u can just ask, nothing to be shy about. its an open society out there, if being conservative is such a bother than wats so interesting bout being human. Live life to the fullest and whether its gd or bad, life is still fruitfull because it ain't so dull.
I wanna go backpacking one of this days, so whos along with me i promise i won't BITE...LOL!
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I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS
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#1 Nike cortez black delux
#2 tat someone special
#3 happy life
#4 red t-shirt
#5 red t-shirt wif my designs
#6 flip flops(stolen)
#7 Havanas flip flops
#8 my god damn diploma
#9 my god damn BA
#10 get married
#11 Sony Digital SLR
#12 Black bermudas
#13 New pairs of black converse shoe
#14 the white macbeth t-shirt
#15 hardi's recommended female jeans
#16 more cheap plain t-shirts
#17 iBook (*NEW*)
#18 iPOD NANO (*NEW*)