StlaxatlveZ/kel [Revamp Versatility]

Monday, September 26, 2005

Today...urm...i slip and fell

today...okey...i disappointed Fizah again...i say something wrong, no wonder i slept and fell on my ass...i deserve it. Wah...i'm a bad bad friend...why ah!...i guess i'm just a nuisance!

Fizah and i...more than friends...

to me, fizah is the one who replace jessie...my ex who gave me 2yrs of hell getting over her...fizah make me so comfortable even after we were no longer together...she's the jewel of my eye...no one and i mean no one can replace her...she gave me precious memories in tat1 wk...she's the one tat can perform miracles...my heart use to be so brittle...when jessie left...tat was tat...i was in a state of depression..however i try to get over her...it just dun work...
Jessie gave me hell...when i'm all alone...i was left to thi nk bout the past relationship with her...it was hell...i was so depressed...i cried in my room often...its so scary to be alone...tats why i treasure friendship...because at least we got each other...and friends will nvr leave u alone...they share gd times and bad times...go through thick and thin together...one thing bout jessie is tat she distant herself away from me...its an unfamiliar sight...its so cruel...it makes me feel scared to be alone...i fear loneliness...it took me 2yrs to get over her...it was when she left for the states tat i really gotten over her...it was only when i entered Nafa that i know Nani..she was a cool gal...nice to confine my problems with her...but she also got problems of her own...its only up to certain extend tat i can help but in the end she needa hel herself and so far she's doing fine...then there came...FIZAH...shes the one tat really capture my heart...i got into a realationship with her and it was sonice...we're both comfortable with each other...and we practically can't be seperated...though its only a 1wk relationship...we keep a strong bond...even now as a friend.

To me now...fizah and me are more than friends...we share problems, we make fun of each other...we cry together...we have fun together and most of all we love each other...though its hard for u guys to understand but the bond can't be broken...for me...i duno wat will happen to me if i lose her...i dun wanna lose her...friendship last forever and so will our love...

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8:25 AM

ME

I'm a student, a bboy and a designer and a darn survivor in this mother "fcuking" world. Cocky at times, prefer to carry myself well, always confident in the air and most importantly, am learning to be mature. Whether i'm gd or bad, My closest friends knows me well enuff. If u wanna get to know me, u can just ask, nothing to be shy about. its an open society out there, if being conservative is such a bother than wats so interesting bout being human. Live life to the fullest and whether its gd or bad, life is still fruitfull because it ain't so dull. I wanna go backpacking one of this days, so whos along with me i promise i won't BITE...LOL!
loves

I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS
hates

HYPOCRITES
wishes

#1 Nike cortez black delux
#2 tat someone special
#3 ~~happy life~~
#4 red t-shirt
#5 red t-shirt wif my designs
#6 ~~flip flops(stolen)~~
#7 Havanas flip flops
#8 my god damn diploma
#9 my god damn BA
#10 get married

#11 Sony Digital SLR
#12 Black bermudas
#13 New pairs of black converse shoe
#14 the white macbeth t-shirt
#15 hardi's recommended female jeans
#16 more cheap plain t-shirts
#17 iBook (*NEW*)
#18 iPOD NANO (*NEW*)

people
<Michelle
Anastasia
Clement
Mudface
Fezol
Violet(sis)
Joanne
Hardi
Trena
Bear
Drey
YuFang
HuiTing

credits
brushes
blogger
Crapsite(not Recommended)

thank yous
|slayerette|
|adobe photoshop|
|foto decadent|
|jigsaw puzzle|
|imageshack|
|blogger|

extras
other stuffs

happenings
28th april to 15th may = mid-year exam
27th may = start of freedom

pasts
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
September 2006

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