Monday, October 10, 2005
Another day where schools just another day without a partner.
today went to school early...b4 tat...bought pao to makan....on the way to the mrt station. Well...got on the train...msg sarah some gd morning msg and a few msg which i dunno why i want her to read...i dunno wats going on now...i'm not acting normal. Hmmm...i guess its time to got myself back on track again...wat was i doing? ami trying to hint her to know how i feel...well...i know wat to do now...i'm going to confess to her...yes i'm going to...whether she like me or not...i'm going to tell her. i guess tats the real me, being straight forward...so far its just me likeing her and i dunno how she feels.well i'll just confess to her...it wun do any harm...though the way i do things maybe very radical but watever i feel like bout the other person...i'll just tell it to the other person...i wun beat around the bush to confuse people. Wats the use...why do i like her...to me...she's like the kind of girl u can be comfortable with...someone who u can speak freely with...someone who kinda share a common interest. and i guess after telling her hw i feel...i'll be offloading something tats been kept inside of me...well its the 1st action i do to show my liking for her...confession! ya back to mrt trip...boarded the train...i slept while standing...haha...dumb! walk to school once i got off douby ghaut...was surprise tat i was kinda early. Attended rendering class...was fun...patrick was always making rendering a very interesting lesson. stayed in class after early dismissal of lesson. went for ceramics lesson...oh ya...b4 dismissal..michelle, pradeep and me went to 7-11 to buys some stuff...i got myself a redbull adn double chocalte muffin...michelle got herself vodka and pradeep got himself amsterdam....wah this two ah...morning alcoholics! haha...back to ceramics lesson...ya...i continue with my goblin clay work and finally...i'm done...then we work on glazing...haiz...i broke ana's work...it wasn"t intentional...sorry ana...! wellafter lesson...michelle, clement and me ate at pasta mania. it was filling...after tat..i make my way home...on the way...i slept on the train...kept thinking of how to get eerything out of my chest..too much things inside liao...then i came out with a solution...well not gonna disclose my plans...Anyway...maybe will go to house of japan nx wk with hardi to get some 2nd hand jeans...he recommended female jeans to me...i dunno la...maybe give it a try..well experimenting with clothes mah so no harm at al...lwill continue blogging later..got homework to do 1st...to be conti nue. Yah i have added 4 wishes to my wishlist...i guess will be getting them soon...cool!
positivity and negativity
I dunno wat to post now...i'm lost. i wonder why do i have to be in such a screwed an crack up kinda life. i didn't look for trouble and yet trouble got to me...leave me alone...i just wanna be happy tats all...can't i. this suck big time. So fra i've confess to sarah liao...got an opportunity here...better grab hold of it...i hope things will turn out well...its my 1st step to sucess...i dun belief tat libra and scorpio will be a love hate situation..i belief tat it will be a full love situation. haha...i want things to turn out well....friendship and hopefully relationship.its both gd and bad news today but...so far i'm trying to smile chase my blues away...well...for fizah...i'm currently lost...unno wats the right decision...Nani...i wonder if ur advice is advisable. i dunno...this has become a love hate situation... i dunno la...it all be up to her already...i can do nuts bout it. Even though i've not seen her around, it doesn't mean tat i've neglected her. i've make my every attempt...and now its up for her to decide...haiz...sorry nai for pulling u into this...u're there when i needed u ...thks nani...still my best friend...haha!
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