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Saturday, October 08, 2005
LOVE, a celebration of joy, hate and sadness!
I dunno why but i felt that love is a celebration of joy, hate and love. Joy stands for the moment u spent with the person u like and love alot...this part of being together is pretty nostalgic...it will always be the part which u can never part with...because it reminds u tat how much u spent the great times with the girl/guy u love and its something tat u can't let go...just like me...i will never part ith the happy memories of my past relationships because its really something tat is worth keeping in my mind...Never let go! But the joy can lead to hate, due to the fact that hate is for the person who shower u with love, the love he gave brings more agony to ur heart...the agony of feeling betray when he/she turns his back on u, the agony of he/she hurting u, the agony of expectations and the agony of cruelty. and all this thus led to sadness...when u felt that pain ur heart, u can't help but feel sad...the pain strikes u so hard within that u can't breath, insomia haunts u time and time, u fall sick, depression bestow upon u...all this suffering of sadness....is due to love...if u love that someone...are u willing to accept the fact that...the celebration of hate and sadness will one day be upon u If u're ready to accept this then u are treuelly ready...i keep asking myself tat time and time again b4 i was ready to start a relationship...have u consider this options b4 really getting into a realtionship...dun jump into it if u can't handle the prssure of hate and sadness. For this yr, i told myself tat i'm ready...its time to love again...time to distribute my love to the people i've fallen for...theres only this one girl whom i truely belief that i have a future with...if only i could reach out to her and show her how i feel...but its not time yet...its only a liking...we need mutual understanding of each other...the acceptance of one's flaws is also important because its hows tat both parties is able to to tolerate each others bad points. a true realtionship is abling to accept each others trust, flaws and love. Shower ur partner with love...dun live him/her to feel tat its just a oneparty love...it take to hands to clap and if thers only one who do it...things will never work out...though i'm not a expert in the game of love but through my past experience i share wat i know to peeps out there. it will be nice to see a couple see through their relationship through marriage and then till they're old and then to their resting bed...if couples share this common goal then things will really work out...have a future and work towards it...have enough turst, never doubt and love will truely blossom...!
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9:33 PM
ME
I'm a student, a bboy and a designer and a darn survivor in this mother "fcuking" world. Cocky at times, prefer to carry myself well, always confident in the air and most importantly, am learning to be mature. Whether i'm gd or bad, My closest friends knows me well enuff.
If u wanna get to know me, u can just ask, nothing to be shy about. its an open society out there, if being conservative is such a bother than wats so interesting bout being human. Live life to the fullest and whether its gd or bad, life is still fruitfull because it ain't so dull.
I wanna go backpacking one of this days, so whos along with me i promise i won't BITE...LOL!
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#3 happy life
#4 red t-shirt
#5 red t-shirt wif my designs
#6 flip flops(stolen)
#7 Havanas flip flops
#8 my god damn diploma
#9 my god damn BA
#10 get married
#11 Sony Digital SLR
#12 Black bermudas
#13 New pairs of black converse shoe
#14 the white macbeth t-shirt
#15 hardi's recommended female jeans
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#17 iBook (*NEW*)
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