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Friday, October 07, 2005



My gut feelings 50% on and off

Haiz...this few days i've been pondering over this gut feeling thingy...its bout her and me...it 1st started on msn tat i stared hinting her...i dunno if she knew it or consider tat bith of us are like the blur king and queen...but something just tells me tat she nows wat i'm doina nd she sort of likes me but then again...i also tells me tat maybe she reallt dunno a thing bout it...wah...so complicating. It started out like a few days back...was speaking to her online...even thoug she was doing her project but she did spoke to me online...wahaha..so gd...where can u find this kind of girl. we talk and talk...discuss bout the problems i have, she even stand up me...tats really touching...its like out of so many girls how many girls are like her...pretty rare liao! we spoke online...and i started to hint her...at 1st it was she didn't realise...but slowly...things starts to take a change...her msgs start to sound like she knows tat i'm hinting at her...its like when u see the msgs u no wits pretty obvious. its like i'm playing a mind game at her and she played it back...so wat does tat means? does she have a likeing for me...hmmm...i dunno? somehow it feels like it but then...my gut feelings is at the 50% on and off...i told her bout ti...she ask why...i said i dunno. i told her that i hope tat me and lady X which actually refering to her will work out fine...then she said...ya...i hope so too...wat does this means...ah! somehow its frustrating but i'm like smiling away at this problem...OMG. S????...do u have a liking for me...i know as a friend but is there anything more than tat...ah! things i cannot really asure but i guess it takes time...i guess i should get to know her well and overtime i will if my predictions are true...%0% gut feeling is no gd...so far it has increas like 5% the day b4 yesterday when we texting each other...tat very last msg she sent really melted my heart...WAH! I canot belief wat i see at 1st but...its like true lor...tat last msg....ah!...got me excited...YES! this wat i plan this time...her assesment will be over in 2-3wks time so by then i'll plan a day for us to go to the zoo for a date...i guess its gd try..1st date is on me...even though i'm kinda broke but its 1st date with her so must be gd to her...not just on 1st date la...must be gd to her if the relatiionship between us can blossom into something more than just friends...its just me...i want people around me to feel gd so i treat them well to make them selve and the peeps around them feel gd. Hope...everything will work out fine...i know i got everyones support...


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