Thursday, October 06, 2005
My heart sank for her...i wonder why?
today after mass lecture i spoke to sarah on the the phone...she was feeling kinda sad...hmmm...i'm doing my best to console her and stop her from blaming herself...its almost for us to feel the guilt but something needed to be done. I try to think of a solution so tat she may feel better...well thought of hundreds of them...only afew is effective...she's not in the best of mood and its affecting her studies...hmmm...brighten up Sarah...i belief tat something can be done...u know when i spoke to her on the phone and felt her sorrow...i felt emptiness in me. its like my heart sank. i dunno why? Haiz...i guess even now she's feeling kinda down...hmmm...wat to do...i hope it dun affect her project. she's so passionate bout animation...wonder if her mood will affect her performance...i dunno...i'm like worrying 4 her now...oh my...sarah...i'm partly to be blame for everything...didn't know tat it will all come to this...dun think u're a poser...Nono...!
Kelvin Kelvin...although u r strong in the mind but when it comes to friendship and relationship...u tend to be soft inside...i wonder wat i should do to stop this...maybe i should stay strong so tat the peeps around me can too...! after i got home...online as usual...play around with photoshop cs2 and i cam up wif 2 new layout for my blog...nx tme then use. So far i like the 1st layout best...haha...1st design is always the better design. ya...after tta i went to washup...then eat...was worrying bout Sarah...my mind keep thinking...dunno if i shold call her or not...if i call...wat if she's doing her project...wun i be disturbing her...but if i dun.then i wun be showing any concern...so after dinner i mmediately call...but her phone was off...haiz...sian..then i just wasited while did some stuff online...wat and wait..watch afew anime but still got a lot of time left...then finally she repied...wah...wat a relief..for a momnet i can breath...thk god she's alright...whew!...she's actually doing her project and her phone died on her so...tats why didn't reply...but today...haiz...i think i got insomia...cannot slp...haiz...wat to do...is thesethe rice i pay for being an art student...hmm..well its worth everything lor...gd thing Sarah is fine...i can tell u guys tat she's all i'm thinking now...can't divert my attention to something else...haiz...things happen when u fall in love!
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