Friday, October 14, 2005
Today ah...urm pretty normal but...kinda miss her!
Today was considered a pretty normal..wats abnormal is tat i miss HVA lesson...was doing my assignment in the library. Can't really talk much today...dunno watsup with me. Well after finishing up my work...i got to Photography class. there we learnt a thing or two bout aperture and f-stop...kinda interesting...and yea..was release early also...b4 tat...Nani and michelle were back to their crazy ways...crazy girls...make me laugh alittle but still haiz...dunno watsup with me. after photography lesson...i got to the library with nani and michelle...sat with the Fizah's groupy adn they were talking bout ghouts thingy...i heard one too many...but just hear them speak of their experiences...after tat...its bout 2.15pm..at this time i suppose to go meet gillian of fashion sch at 7-11. well went ther but no fate...she was in her sch lab. so i just sent her a msg and went straight back home.
well i was missing sarah alot. this girl always makes my heart pump extra hard and fast whenever i see her. i just head back home on the train...can't think of anything. too tired to think...some e of problems was due to yesterday when i talk to my ex. Lisa was my ex and i found out that she was engage...at 1st was happy for her but then she was actually force to engage to this guy she dun even know...it was like wat the fuck. the reason on why we can't get together anymore mths back was due to the fact that her family have arrange an engagement to her and she dun have a clue but it until now...she's still very sad now and i can feel t...honestly watever feelings all my ex and now sarah...this girl i'm dating feels...i can feel it to...theres this telepathy thing between them and me. i'm not happy to society itself...i know tat family suppose to be a sacred thing to everyone but noone is suppose to keep secrets from reach other...noone..u spent happy tims together, and u go through the hard times together...i think this wats on my mind when i was in school just now.gd thing i got sarah with me whom i can share my every secrets with her...she's my most trusted person now. my world have been turned upside down...i living in hell now...God pls get me outta of here...*Suffering in vain*!
I'm Back to normal already ! Thanx Sarah !
Well 1st thing 1st...Sarah thank u...u're really nice to tell watever tats bothering me...anway..this sat..ZOO!...all the ben and jerry ice cream and all the fun we're gonna have...i'm gonna plan the best date ever...though its not a romantic kind but i believe a fun date will live behina a very gd impression in ur mind. Well i also decide to comcemtrate to pick up a few things during the holidays...1stly i'll pick up guitar again...haha..wana try it again...its been along time since i last touch a guitar...i am really rusty already...plus wanna start working on fantatsic art peces of my style...just chill it guy...i'll display soon on my friendster, myspace and of course an online gallery will be out on my blog to display this art pieces. I beleif i aspiration come from my frends ...benjamin and mud inspire me to go to the design field...so far i've not regret enrolling into Nafa and i believe its a very smart decision...yup...i belief it is...Life is really meaningful now...compare to my hellish days. i got so much to accomplish...i'm now moulding my life like i'm moulding a clay piece...its up to my hands to decide wat the outcome will be. But i belief my upcming life will be beautiful...i can see the vibrant colours of my life like it is being painted onto a canvas...YES!...life is so beautiful...i wanna see it in this light...becaus ei know it was all meant to be...Yeepeee!
--you're --
12:40 AM
12:40 AM
