Sunday, October 09, 2005
Today...slack with Ahmad & Victor
Today...was really kinda slack...was cjilling out with mud at the later part of the day... brought my sketch bk along and basically...we just slack in mac,,,draw afew stuff...then when the time reach bout 7...we break fast at the coffeeshop behind mac..the fish and chips i order sux big time...its like Nafa canteen type of fish and chips but slightly bigger portion. Mudface's mee goreng was really tempting lor...haiz...shouldn't have ordered fish and chips...its a real waste of money...haiya...after that...we chilled out at the coffeeshop. once we feel that our food has been disgested..then okay...we headed for shing shiong. Bought soursop juice with nata de coco...my favourite and i also bought a box of waffle...nice. then we went ot the bridge...happen to bump into victor but he didn't took notice of us...haha...chase after him...finally below the overhead bridge we manage to alert him. this guy ah...blur sia! went to his house...slack and watch some funny videos...mud was playing the guitar and i was just slacking there. then after tat...we just played vic's X-box and okay...was kinda fun...played KOF2002. after tat...i got home at bout 10plus...got online...spoke to sarah via msg and then on the phone...now i dun really think she realise tat i like her...i guess she really treats me like a friend...well she's being friendly, so i cannot really comment...i'll just have to take one step at a time...if its meant to be...its meant to be...if its not then maybe its someone else i guess...hmm..i'm ready but lets not rush into things...we'll see wats the result...i noe she will appear one day. Oneday...i dunno when will tat be...its gd to realise things now and not hold any high expectations then being hurt later...haha...sure learnt my lesson..ttas why i didn't put my all this time because its just another liking but in the end it has also has to come to the other party...the willingness...okay...sarah if u're reading this now...i dunno wat to say...but kinda sorry...feelings develop and i can't stop it...the only things is to slow things down. well its great knowing u and watever the outcome maybe...we'll still be friends...dun worry...will never runaway....i dare to face the fact and no hard feelings...can say tat...so far i've not done anything to impress u or stuff like tat...because its totally unnatural of me...all i have to offer is being myself and letting u know the real me. anything more than tat...maybe for special occasion bah...urm...we'll have to see...i'm just taking things step by step...wat lies ahead is unknown...well i'll just leave it to fate...if he says yes...then yes and if he says no...well no then. Have to always look on the bright side of life!
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