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Sunday, December 18, 2005


I'm motivated even more now...!


I woke up early in the morning to find myself running into the toilet to take a crap...oh gosh...wat a terrible start to the morning...after tat doing the usual...washing up and stuff and ate breakfast...got on the com and start stoning till come upon this clip...bgirl tania...omg crazy crazy...now i got even more motivated to be the best in this business...



Now i'm think...who wanna practice with me tmr...i'm too motivated to improve...to a new height i go...to see a girl do such dope shit and me still not at that level really kinda pisses me off...i needa be at a higher level...needa pump in more guts in me...but i gotta take care of myself at the same tome...if not esther gonna nag at me...dun want to worry...


i got too much to prepare for...Tp open house and alot of stuff...needa cope with alot things...preshow is in 2wks time...but we got out tag already so no worries...so wats left is to keep my move constant...tats most important...yea...No screw ups...can't afford such mistakes...cause io have not much time left...ITS always bout time time time...on a average training i need bout 6hrs...3hrs to warm up and 3hrs to practice. tats long i noe but i needa it alot...


Planning to train tmr...dun care already...i needa improve alot...trying out new stuff and tarining back old stuff...i hunger for more now...my patience is running short...i wanna accomplish so much more now...i think this is wat tat keeps me motivated and is the somthing tat spured me to werk hard...
Okay...tmr i shall practice then...yes yes yes i will...





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