Wednesday, December 21, 2005
tats me with short short hair..oh gosh...here u go esther...my short hair....
Wat drives me...i'm not sure but i can feel it already.
Today is not a bad day...though didn't chat with esther online but still i did msg her...so it makes no difference. Urm...i got alot of motivational force to push me on for the upcoming floorskillz...indeed its coming from everywhere...but the main one was fromurm...esther la...she really supporting me lor...i was like oh my gosh...am i listening it right...totally motivated...
Sumthings are just so amazing tat i dunno how to explain...imagine how can 1 persons werds can make a impact on u...its truely very fascinating...anyway i was at esplanade training today...jamin urm...long time nvr go...friends all busy...so i went training instead. no one from my crew can make it...those who are always motivate to tarin have sumthing on and thers sum unmotivational people in my crew too...hmmm...should drive them to train hard for this.
well i owe my crew alot...for the past mistakes i must make it up to them...so tat i can bring glory to them...its not easy...i love this passion of mine and planning to aim higher...wanna go to higher grounds...japan...end of this yr...wanna join Freestyle session japan...its a prestigious japan com organise by the one and only cros1...wat a genius he is...indeed the com is worldwide...
i gotta say that i needa improve more...but of course i can't neglect my health...can't overstrain or i will nvr be able to do wat i always love...i promise esther this and i'm gonna make sure i keep my werds...yeap...its bad to break a promise...2 more mths to prove myself...close to 3mths to impress the crowd, judges and also to bring my opponents to their knees...i've set myself this goal...so gotta werk for it...yea!
Well nx wk hopefully esther can make it for the movie...its ok if she can't make it but i hope so...hmmm...!
gd nitey world...sleep sleep...*smiles*
Ok ok...i should start doing wat is right...i'm think way too much. Should noe the difference of right and wrong or i would land myse;f in to unwanted trouble...1st thing 1st...stop assuming things...i assume so much...should take things as it comes...turn back to the blur old me...POOF!...ok!...
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