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Sunday, December 25, 2005

One lonely boxing day!


Its one lonely boxing i'm having this wk...suppose to watch Narnia with Esther today but it did not turn up well...she was not able to make it as she got her reasons...disappointed as i am i can't blame her...money dun just drop from the sky ya know...i actually wanna offer to give her a treat but sumhow its not apropriate for a 1st outing dun u think.


Hmmm...i think she might also reject the offer and wait she's loaded...hmmm...well according to my best bud vic he says its a gd sign...she 's not a pampered kid indeed...she think of others too. But again...i've not been out for quite sum time...may it be a date or sumthing like tat, its been a while...i dun often think highly of myself...when a girl say yes...nobody noes how happy i am...i'm a very simple guy with simple demands...satisfying me is as easy as buying me a ice cream...I"M SERIOUS.


yesterday i chatted with one crap buddy onle only...Esther again is not online...waiting and waiting...when will it be...can't msg cause she have to watch her bill can't call because of her bill...can't chat cause her net having prob...hmmm i really put alot of trust in her...theres no doubt i my mind bout her...Nope! i just detest betrayal...lies...its just take one bad bad experience to bring me to my knees due to e cause of betrayal...maybe i'm just easy to cheat...but yet i still stay strong to keep my faith! I'm no weakling...once i fall i stand up and start all over...

I'm always thinking...hmmm..why theres tons of people who ofetn say tat they're afraid to be hurt again...i did say tat once to myself but in fact its just a excuse people like to cum up with to run away from the facts...trust me its true...every werds u come up with afetr a fail relationship is just all excuses...believe me...Excuses is wat crosses their mind when coming across such stuff...

Sumtimes we have to be brave enuff to try...bring out tat courage...face ur fears...in life u only live once and tats it...i make sure tat watever i do i shall have no regrets...i live life to the fullest...i do things my way without hesitation...i have no lack of friends there and i'm happy...all i need is just a love life to spice things up...i'm not frail, weak or sum sadist...i wanna face up to the challenge...i dun care if i'm hideous looking or watever...its my confidence tat bring out the best in me...

THis are things i say to myself when i feel tat i can't seem to accomplish sumthing...it makes me stronger and wiser...I shall do the same thing nx yr...i suppose my new yr resolution is

-Be the best in watever i do

-not to worry too much

-be family orientated

-pick up new interest

-avoid drinking

-avoid clubbing

-stay confident always

-trying out volunteering services

-ETC(i've yet to come up with the others)



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ME

I'm a student, a bboy and a designer and a darn survivor in this mother "fcuking" world. Cocky at times, prefer to carry myself well, always confident in the air and most importantly, am learning to be mature. Whether i'm gd or bad, My closest friends knows me well enuff. If u wanna get to know me, u can just ask, nothing to be shy about. its an open society out there, if being conservative is such a bother than wats so interesting bout being human. Live life to the fullest and whether its gd or bad, life is still fruitfull because it ain't so dull. I wanna go backpacking one of this days, so whos along with me i promise i won't BITE...LOL!
loves

I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS
hates

HYPOCRITES
wishes

#1 Nike cortez black delux
#2 tat someone special
#3 happy life
#4 red t-shirt
#5 red t-shirt wif my designs
#6 flip flops(stolen)
#7 Havanas flip flops
#8 my god damn diploma
#9 my god damn BA
#10 get married

#11 Sony Digital SLR
#12 Black bermudas
#13 New pairs of black converse shoe
#14 the white macbeth t-shirt
#15 hardi's recommended female jeans
#16 more cheap plain t-shirts
#17 iBook (*NEW*)
#18 iPOD NANO (*NEW*)

people
<Michelle
Anastasia
Clement
Mudface
Fezol
Violet(sis)
Joanne
Hardi
Trena
Bear
Drey
YuFang
HuiTing


credits
brushes
blogger
Crapsite(not Recommended)

thank yous
|slayerette|
|adobe photoshop|
|foto decadent|
|jigsaw puzzle|
|imageshack|
|blogger|

extras
other stuffs

happenings
28th april to 15th may = mid-year exam
27th may = start of freedom

pasts
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March 2006
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May 2006
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