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Friday, December 30, 2005
Scrap New yrs eve!
I just scrap the idea for new yrs eve dinner cause i got a disppointed turnup from my friends who can do anything at the last moment...they're all so last minute...why do they have to spoils a guy hope of reuniting everyone on a new yrs day...its like this on christmas eve and yet repeated on new yrs day...i'm indeed piss.
I can't move a single inch due to body ache but i take time out to spent time with buds like them...am i so unappreciative...nvrmind...shall not blame them...its so dumb...i decide not to organise anymore gathering...crap bout meeting out...its just all talk and no action...just eats ur werds..super piss....!
No more...today its gonna be me and mr ben and jerrys ice cream...i suppose he's my only best friend...and no one else...this is wat best friends are for...i know i sound like a sadist but i can't help it...pathetic i am...friends are so fake nowadays...trying to smile here but it seem so hard...it dun werk anymore...i wnder if i ever did sumthing wrong in life...why god have to treat me this way...
i think i'm destine to lead life alone...isolated from everyone...tats me...i guess...i dunno wat 2006 have install for me...i shall realise my resolution but i got a feelin tat its not gonna be gd...unless god can prove me wrong...go ahead and do just tat...i wanna see how u do it...
Happy new urs eve to us! kelvin, ben and jerry's, silin and esther...bout the rest i dunno...too piss to think straight! VENDING MY ANGER ON THE BLOG NVR FELT SO GD B$!
--you're --
11:39 PM
ME
I'm a student, a bboy and a designer and a darn survivor in this mother "fcuking" world. Cocky at times, prefer to carry myself well, always confident in the air and most importantly, am learning to be mature. Whether i'm gd or bad, My closest friends knows me well enuff.
If u wanna get to know me, u can just ask, nothing to be shy about. its an open society out there, if being conservative is such a bother than wats so interesting bout being human. Live life to the fullest and whether its gd or bad, life is still fruitfull because it ain't so dull.
I wanna go backpacking one of this days, so whos along with me i promise i won't BITE...LOL!
loves
I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS
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HYPOCRITES wishes
#1 Nike cortez black delux
#2 tat someone special
#3 happy life
#4 red t-shirt
#5 red t-shirt wif my designs
#6 flip flops(stolen)
#7 Havanas flip flops
#8 my god damn diploma
#9 my god damn BA
#10 get married
#11 Sony Digital SLR
#12 Black bermudas
#13 New pairs of black converse shoe
#14 the white macbeth t-shirt
#15 hardi's recommended female jeans
#16 more cheap plain t-shirts
#17 iBook (*NEW*)
#18 iPOD NANO (*NEW*)