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Friday, December 30, 2005


Scrap New yrs eve!



I just scrap the idea for new yrs eve dinner cause i got a disppointed turnup from my friends who can do anything at the last moment...they're all so last minute...why do they have to spoils a guy hope of reuniting everyone on a new yrs day...its like this on christmas eve and yet repeated on new yrs day...i'm indeed piss.


I can't move a single inch due to body ache but i take time out to spent time with buds like them...am i so unappreciative...nvrmind...shall not blame them...its so dumb...i decide not to organise anymore gathering...crap bout meeting out...its just all talk and no action...just eats ur werds..super piss....!


No more...today its gonna be me and mr ben and jerrys ice cream...i suppose he's my only best friend...and no one else...this is wat best friends are for...i know i sound like a sadist but i can't help it...pathetic i am...friends are so fake nowadays...trying to smile here but it seem so hard...it dun werk anymore...i wnder if i ever did sumthing wrong in life...why god have to treat me this way...


i think i'm destine to lead life alone...isolated from everyone...tats me...i guess...i dunno wat 2006 have install for me...i shall realise my resolution but i got a feelin tat its not gonna be gd...unless god can prove me wrong...go ahead and do just tat...i wanna see how u do it...

Happy new urs eve to us! kelvin, ben and jerry's, silin and esther...bout the rest i dunno...too piss to think straight! VENDING MY ANGER ON THE BLOG NVR FELT SO GD B$!


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