Thursday, December 22, 2005
Yes i admit i'm feeling like a "loser"
Well i shall talk bout my history of being a guy who worries to much...i dunno...seems like if esther didn't tell me that i worry so much i dun think i will ever realise...and it all comes where i dun have a limit to it...i mean...i'm always worrying here and there...theres never a time where i can take the back seat and relax...
Anyway relax is a bad werd to use on sumone cause u're telling the person to not do anything and just sit back...wrong move...back to where i was...i dunno wat to do...thinking of a solution now...hmmm...ok maybe i should calm down..have faith in everyone...tat means the trust factor...hmmm...yea i have to build back my trust...the more i worry the less i trust the person...ok i'll werk on tat...
Hopefully i wun have this prob anymore...in fact this post seem to be in a worry state over my worry problem...gd thing i realsie...there can nvr be too little worries but still we need them to show the people closet to us that we care...but dun overdo it...i guess i'll put it as one of my new yrs resolution...bout the others...urm i have not thought of it yet...but its coming.
Anyway...today i say its a DAMN BORING DAY. NO esther, no silin around to crap with me...the other peeps i know dun usually do wat they do...mark not around to comment on the beat i mix...i just stone in front of the com lke a dumb FOOL...feel like a loser...tats why i label myself loser today on the pic...cause i feel like one...feeling damn lousy today...tmr will definitely be a better...YEAP!
Gd nite world and my new werk today is on the gallery check it out...SEEYA!
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