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Monday, January 30, 2006

Bad Omen very bad omen!


i just return from m'sia...and i've inform of silin of my return...after an hr or two she told me she got sumthing to tell me later in the nite...ok...heres where the scary part comes in...i have a very very bad omen during my 4 days in m'sia...bad dreams very bad dreams keep haunting me...now i've been told its a really bad thing and i'm damn kan chiong can...seriously i dunno how long can i take this anxiety...i might burst anytime...i hate bad stuff...especially unexpected bad news...LETS PRAY!

lets share sum opinion on why i like silin and how much i like her...well actually i'm not really in the mood cause her being pressure is equal to me being pressure...its like wat happens when two person clicks...i never expect anything from her than being her independent self and just be that way even in a relationship...she's adapting in a way to suit me and i'm doing it the same way to suit her...


i thought of myself of not being a gd bf cause sum people thinks i'm not showing enuff care and concern as a bf...but in tat case it sort of affected my mind abit...i'm doing in a way tat she is being herself and stuff...i dun want her to change to being those gerls u see getting emo and stuff...so far i'm adapting well to the way she is...


seriously speaking i dun wanna end it when we barely started...i'm giving myself time to understand her better and for feelings to slowly develope...and i hope she will too...time is the essence...its not within two wks that u see results...sometimes i just take the initiative to do things like calling her up and stuff cause i feel its my duty...


she need not worry over me getting insecure over her friends...cause i noe tat she loves making friends...tats her nature so i should let her...anyway it wun affect me much in any way unless those guys pose a deadly threat like killing her or stalking her or even wooing her but in anyway she will do the right thing.


it take two hands to clap..it take two person to make this relationship happen...i'm making my move and i hope silin would too...okay in a way i'm to blame cause i get worried over things b4 they even happen...tat is so unecessary...kelvin u did it this time...greatness!...lets just wait...


Some how i'm not giving this up like i did for the past few relationship i had...this is one i believe in very much...this is one i tell myself will definitely work...lets not give this up...i believe in me and i believe in that little feelings she have inside of her for me...silin u should not give up when it barely started.


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10:25 PM


ME

I'm a student, a bboy and a designer and a darn survivor in this mother "fcuking" world. Cocky at times, prefer to carry myself well, always confident in the air and most importantly, am learning to be mature. Whether i'm gd or bad, My closest friends knows me well enuff. If u wanna get to know me, u can just ask, nothing to be shy about. its an open society out there, if being conservative is such a bother than wats so interesting bout being human. Live life to the fullest and whether its gd or bad, life is still fruitfull because it ain't so dull. I wanna go backpacking one of this days, so whos along with me i promise i won't BITE...LOL!
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I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS
hates

HYPOCRITES
wishes

#1 Nike cortez black delux
#2 tat someone special
#3 happy life
#4 red t-shirt
#5 red t-shirt wif my designs
#6 flip flops(stolen)
#7 Havanas flip flops
#8 my god damn diploma
#9 my god damn BA
#10 get married

#11 Sony Digital SLR
#12 Black bermudas
#13 New pairs of black converse shoe
#14 the white macbeth t-shirt
#15 hardi's recommended female jeans
#16 more cheap plain t-shirts
#17 iBook (*NEW*)
#18 iPOD NANO (*NEW*)

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<Michelle
Anastasia
Clement
Mudface
Fezol
Violet(sis)
Joanne
Hardi
Trena
Bear
Drey
YuFang
HuiTing


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brushes
blogger
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|slayerette|
|adobe photoshop|
|foto decadent|
|jigsaw puzzle|
|imageshack|
|blogger|

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27th may = start of freedom

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