Tuesday, January 31, 2006
How am i...all i could say is i'm not ok...i'm still feeling that very feeling i'm feeling yesterday. i thought a few hrs slp would get me over this whole ordeal but its not as easy as it seems...trying to understand why she did tat...but i guess i didn't win her heart in the 1st place...why love her when i i can't make her love me back too...i dunno...sumtimes i dunno why she did wat she did...
i wanted to know why she say yes...i wish she could at least tell me sumthing...yet i hear nothing...i thought because its her first relationship so she's shy bout it...why does it have to be now when the problem is there in the 1st place...she could have told me earlier ...couples share their problems...they solve problems together...i guess she didn't really noe yet again that she suppose to...
i wish we can just solve this problem together without the awkard moment of avoiding each other till the day one of us think its time...why does she have to be the one solving the problem...i dunno wats my duty now...everything is so screwed up i dunno where to begin...
honestly i'm not gonna be ok for a while...i can see this coming...trying hard to snap out of it...all i'm doing now is wait...when is the wait gonna be over...i dunno...lets say i dun wanna be forgotten and avoided...its the last thing i wanna noe. hopefully she wun make things difficult for herself...i wish again that we can solve this problem together as a couple...its only right tat we do...
kelvin: anyway doctor...i'm having mosquito bites all over me...sleeping is such a torture...DUN TELL ME ITS DEADLY...AM I GONNA DIE...
Doctor: WAKAKAKKA!....i dun give a F*** if u gonna die or not...let me have a taste of ya...*doctor remove fake body suit*
kelvin: wat the hell...ur a damn bloody huge mosquito...didnt moma tell u not to eat that much...look at ya...look so much like a pig with huge elephants butt.
Doctor: OH NO PLS DUN USE TAT...NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
kelvin: hah!...i knew this will werk damn gd...just take a look below!
my self obsession...the soap tat kills...it werk well with the toilet brush!
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