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Wednesday, February 01, 2006


Rocking in S.O.B high!


gd morning...just woke up an hr ago...sort of gotten the habit to blog in the morning...1st order of buisness for the day...urm i think that should be getting my projects over with...no more time for matters that is wasteful of my time...relationship matters...sulk...get out of my way...i'm entertaining ya till i'm done with my project...


i dunno wat am i gonna do on valentine...i think i might ciao out with esther...she owe me a movie outing...hmmm..dun say i'm desperate. hmmm maybe ciao out with jo too...go shop for the white and green puma blazer...damn nice la...hmmm in anyway thinking bout silin and talking bout silin will give me a big headache tats all..lets not talk bout the past when its not worth remembering...


Crashing my house in CNY is totally cancelled...dun think i wanna entertain any people at a time like this...times like this tells me that i wanna be alone for a while...no interuptions...yea i got my char siew pao in front of me...wait la!...later then i eat...hmmm feel like planning a class outing again...after two failed attempt...i really wanna do it this time...its been a long long time since we last went out.


lots of things have gone through my mind...its very hard to think straight now...i just need a focus now to push all this unecessary thoughts aside...hmmm...anyway...do u guys think i'm a real lao gu dong...i just quit drinking yesterday...i dun smoke...i hate clubbing to the core...i failed at my 6th relationship, i choose my friends(only those who are amusing), i can be anti social in a way, i tend to be determine in going for wat i want but never i had i succeeded in going for the gerl i like except for silin*sulk*. so AM I A LAO GU DONG? u decide...i think i like myself being this way...its not a inheritance from my dad cause in context...i'm much friendlier and crapier than my dad.


i dunno la...still am in a mess..sumone pls starighten me up...get my path back on track...wat the hell la...i also cannot believe tat i can never drool over gerls which most guys do...why why why? its just not normal...am most gerls in the streets now being unattractive to me...guess only a particular few will catch my attention i think...SIGHZ!


lester i'm sorry man...no matter how much i treasure the gerl i like...its just not enuff! Guess both of us are indeed in the same boat!


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