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Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Stress buster!


i'm having my dose of stress buster today...well all i can say is tat when i dun think bout that problem...i am absolutely fine...wellsort of werk if i want it to werk...just needa switch off my switch for a while...two thoughts came into my mind when i thought of this...one thought actually...just be gd friends...i dunno...its just struck me...whether we get back to together will depend on circumstances...cause i've been put in difficult position alot and i'm getting tired of it...


as i told jo yesterday...i cant be bothered anymore...just go with the flow...if she say yes then we shall continue in which i will put my utmost effort...if she says no...then we shall be friends...anyway being friends is better than losing one...i dunno wats going in her mind...i just msg a gd luck msg for her comm skillz...i dun even get a thank you...just tell me wat did i did to deserve this.


i think i've wasted enuff time yesterday shedding tears...feeling sad just suck...i wanna make use of my remaining time to do more constructive werk...its my only way to drown my sorrow...till that very day comes...i dunno bout her other friends, maybe other guys whom are interested in her...i just hope i won't have the same ending victor have...lets hope this wun happen...its my biggest concern since the day i got into this relationship.


No matter how confident i am...how much i trust in sumone...i want my friends, my gf silin to know tat trust is wat keeps two person together...if u dun trust urself...if u dun trust ur partner then why get together...it will never werk out. Hopefully this ordeal of mind will just go with the wind and we can get on with life together.


anyway i got my projectshop slippers...$18.90...nice la...hah! STRESS BUSTING CAN...shopping is one of the few things tat helps...later i'm gonna go breaking...practice helps to bust stress away too...hah...!


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ME

I'm a student, a bboy and a designer and a darn survivor in this mother "fcuking" world. Cocky at times, prefer to carry myself well, always confident in the air and most importantly, am learning to be mature. Whether i'm gd or bad, My closest friends knows me well enuff. If u wanna get to know me, u can just ask, nothing to be shy about. its an open society out there, if being conservative is such a bother than wats so interesting bout being human. Live life to the fullest and whether its gd or bad, life is still fruitfull because it ain't so dull. I wanna go backpacking one of this days, so whos along with me i promise i won't BITE...LOL!
loves

I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS
hates

HYPOCRITES
wishes

#1 Nike cortez black delux
#2 tat someone special
#3 happy life
#4 red t-shirt
#5 red t-shirt wif my designs
#6 flip flops(stolen)
#7 Havanas flip flops
#8 my god damn diploma
#9 my god damn BA
#10 get married

#11 Sony Digital SLR
#12 Black bermudas
#13 New pairs of black converse shoe
#14 the white macbeth t-shirt
#15 hardi's recommended female jeans
#16 more cheap plain t-shirts
#17 iBook (*NEW*)
#18 iPOD NANO (*NEW*)

people
<Michelle
Anastasia
Clement
Mudface
Fezol
Violet(sis)
Joanne
Hardi
Trena
Bear
Drey
YuFang
HuiTing


credits
brushes
blogger
Crapsite(not Recommended)

thank yous
|slayerette|
|adobe photoshop|
|foto decadent|
|jigsaw puzzle|
|imageshack|
|blogger|

extras
other stuffs

happenings
28th april to 15th may = mid-year exam
27th may = start of freedom

pasts
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
September 2006

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