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Saturday, February 04, 2006
Sunday blues...AGAIN!
Staring into blank space now...but i dunno wats gotten into me...wats right, wats wrong...wat am i gonna do later...wat happened to all my friends...have i been neglecting them lately...i guess wat i'm doing is isolating myself from people...i just rejected a date...its like wat the hell...are u mad kelvin...another wierd thing is i have been going out alone lately...i noe it sound sad...i also dunno why...
i suppose i dun like to disturb people...dun like to irritate people...hmmm...also people whom i noe who clubs...i start to distant from them...even people who have thoughts of it...i also distant myself from them...hmmm...i'm terrible! kelvin wat have u done to deserve this...i dunno wat should i do...dunnno wats the right course of action...
i'm damn pathetic...haiz...i think i should now take sum initiative now...b4 things turn for the worst...the way i act and stuff in front of friends...i'm totally ok...but behind them...haiz...its damn sad la...haiz...maybe i should try noeing more people now...time are bad la...lets say i start being mr friendly.
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9:36 PM
ME
I'm a student, a bboy and a designer and a darn survivor in this mother "fcuking" world. Cocky at times, prefer to carry myself well, always confident in the air and most importantly, am learning to be mature. Whether i'm gd or bad, My closest friends knows me well enuff.
If u wanna get to know me, u can just ask, nothing to be shy about. its an open society out there, if being conservative is such a bother than wats so interesting bout being human. Live life to the fullest and whether its gd or bad, life is still fruitfull because it ain't so dull.
I wanna go backpacking one of this days, so whos along with me i promise i won't BITE...LOL!
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#6 flip flops(stolen)
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