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Saturday, February 04, 2006


Tranquelity!


today seems to be just a pretty normal day ic...nothing much happen lately...i just crave for lemon barley but it seems tatmost 7-11 dun sell it...geez...best drink ever...quit drinking already...i just thnk i should...hmmm...coke shall be my new best friend for now. Anyway...tmrs a sunday...i rejected caiyi's invitation to join her to catch the fireworks...just not in the mood...


Honestly speaking...i kinda detest this yrs chinese new yr...not very nice...i can dun want the ang paos i recieve...money is just ain't important to me...wats important is get my life back on track...i totally forgot how i lead my life b4 i got into a relationship...seriously speaking...i needa recall. i suppose it was like b4 when singlehood kinda suck...low confidence always and i dunno...tons la...!


i find it wierd ti rejects caiyi's invitation...its a one on one date yet i reject it...man..i think i must be nuts...but when am i ever normal anyway...well lots of things have change and i believe i have to and so have silin...its not her but her attitude towards me...its alittle distant...shouldn't have got into this relationship...then it'll be like b4...haha...when we were once very friends...in other werds...its a regret i have.


but i think things have been mprove lately beween her and i...well..sumway it have to,,cannot stay this way forever...hopefully in due time it'll be like b4...haha..chat buddies, conference buddies, best of friends and etc,etc. well i've been better lately...practicing for the 4th day straight...still no sign of fatigue. and guess wat...i feel like donating blood. its just a thought...haha...madness la...i really have to thank huiting la...she really comfort me alot...i owe u one la...tell me which guy u like..i will help u out...CONFIRM AH...!


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