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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Tuesday, feeling dispair!
today or should i say just now...i had my moment of despain...friends, crewmates...haiz...disappointment and all..kinda bringing me down...felt that they pick me up and smash me rock bottom...well guess they wun be reading my blog anyway so might as well blog bout this matter...
my frends nani and fizah...two of whom i've not tok to recently and urm should i say have changed recently told me bout my changes in my attitude...well i gotta say tat they're being honest...no need for sorries...well take it as it is but they, ok maybe just fizah did not accept the way they are...thats the bomb...i wonder if u can say bout others then why not admit urself...ok i might not understand people well enuff so i got no comments but since u urself dun understand me so u got no rights of commenting too! its 1 for 1...tats the basic law
hmmm now to another frned of mine...i dunno why for personal reasons tat he can't do a show for sumthing he promise...much disappointment...the baisc law of being a human is to do sumthing u told sumone u would...and he now tell me tat he can't...ok i admit he's being honest but backing out just like tta...goodness sake...tats not the way...i really thank hamzah for being there to help out...i noe its not sum major show and we'r not gonna get paid but we must do wat we promise...seriously if i still didn;t manage to find sumone...i guess the last ressort is to backout and it menas apologising to RF personally...i just recieve news tat FTC are doing it...haiz...wheres my guys when i need them...*SULKS*
disappointment i admit...real disappointment!
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8:51 AM
ME
I'm a student, a bboy and a designer and a darn survivor in this mother "fcuking" world. Cocky at times, prefer to carry myself well, always confident in the air and most importantly, am learning to be mature. Whether i'm gd or bad, My closest friends knows me well enuff.
If u wanna get to know me, u can just ask, nothing to be shy about. its an open society out there, if being conservative is such a bother than wats so interesting bout being human. Live life to the fullest and whether its gd or bad, life is still fruitfull because it ain't so dull.
I wanna go backpacking one of this days, so whos along with me i promise i won't BITE...LOL!
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I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS
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#1 Nike cortez black delux
#2 tat someone special
#3 happy life
#4 red t-shirt
#5 red t-shirt wif my designs
#6 flip flops(stolen)
#7 Havanas flip flops
#8 my god damn diploma
#9 my god damn BA
#10 get married
#11 Sony Digital SLR
#12 Black bermudas
#13 New pairs of black converse shoe
#14 the white macbeth t-shirt
#15 hardi's recommended female jeans
#16 more cheap plain t-shirts
#17 iBook (*NEW*)
#18 iPOD NANO (*NEW*)