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Thursday, February 09, 2006

What a friday!


today i woke up to realise LOVE is a curse...once ur fallen in Love, ur curse...i dunno why did i have it in me? Its not in my dad's gens or in my mums...why do i love sumone so passionately when the end result of a fail relationship is a scar carve out inside of u...time will heal all wounds u say...i say time will nvr heal heal any wounds...after silin, my ex's tally have cum to 6...i dun like this man.


i remember when i'm heartbroken i find breaking a way to drown the sorrow inside of me...forgetting the pain. Pain for pleasure u can say...there are people who slit their hands to let pain get in the way of sorrow...i make use of fatique to get in the way of my sorrow...i realise wat i do is not right but i can't help it anyway...


usually i wun noe wats on their minds...i seriously feel so regretful of the last relationship i had...cause in the end she felt nothing...haiz...should not had poped the question in the 1st place...i guess it was peer pressure that make me do it...should i or should i not give another shot at her...honestly saying i get jealous over people very easily and i can just fake a face to hide that jealousy of mine...


ok lets forget bout this le...ok i think after this term i may wanna get a part time job...wanna save upthe cash for japan...seriously i'm gonna fly to japan to meet remy and luke...of course i will wanna join the local comp there...hopefully can make it in time for freestyle session japan exhibition battle...i really need foreign exposure so lets plan for my trip...its gonna be a 1wk stay there and of course i'll be flying alone to japan.

so things i need: tickets to japan tokyo to & fro
a bigger crumpler for my clothings
winter clothing...think its gonna be winter by then
get my digi cam repaired
cash of at least 100 000yen
new shoes

and of course i'll be staying over their place. oh ya...lastly, start picking up jap...easy communication there...


anyway i'll be East Coast later on...so i wun be home early...so anyone looking me up pls tag at my blog.


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7:25 PM


ME

I'm a student, a bboy and a designer and a darn survivor in this mother "fcuking" world. Cocky at times, prefer to carry myself well, always confident in the air and most importantly, am learning to be mature. Whether i'm gd or bad, My closest friends knows me well enuff. If u wanna get to know me, u can just ask, nothing to be shy about. its an open society out there, if being conservative is such a bother than wats so interesting bout being human. Live life to the fullest and whether its gd or bad, life is still fruitfull because it ain't so dull. I wanna go backpacking one of this days, so whos along with me i promise i won't BITE...LOL!
loves

I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS
hates

HYPOCRITES
wishes

#1 Nike cortez black delux
#2 tat someone special
#3 happy life
#4 red t-shirt
#5 red t-shirt wif my designs
#6 flip flops(stolen)
#7 Havanas flip flops
#8 my god damn diploma
#9 my god damn BA
#10 get married

#11 Sony Digital SLR
#12 Black bermudas
#13 New pairs of black converse shoe
#14 the white macbeth t-shirt
#15 hardi's recommended female jeans
#16 more cheap plain t-shirts
#17 iBook (*NEW*)
#18 iPOD NANO (*NEW*)

people
<Michelle
Anastasia
Clement
Mudface
Fezol
Violet(sis)
Joanne
Hardi
Trena
Bear
Drey
YuFang
HuiTing


credits
brushes
blogger
Crapsite(not Recommended)

thank yous
|slayerette|
|adobe photoshop|
|foto decadent|
|jigsaw puzzle|
|imageshack|
|blogger|

extras
other stuffs

happenings
28th april to 15th may = mid-year exam
27th may = start of freedom

pasts
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
September 2006

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