- Rip Out the Wings Of a Butterfly Be.You.Tiful is you
Monday, March 06, 2006
Wish i could turn bakc the hands of time...
today i was feeling restless...then i started to think back all the fond memories i have...those were the times...memories will always leave within me...! haiz...guess especially silin...i admit that i stii feel that liking, that love for her...she was indeed my fairlady...i can guarentee tat shes the one for me but things didn't really werkout...noones at fault just sumthing we nvr really expected.
now my fairlady is gone...i wonder if she ever returns...its gonna hurt seeing her wif another guy sum day in the future but yet again seeing her happy and all might be the one thing tat may put my mind at peace. she's forever happy and all...in the darkest time she will stay positive...she's tat strong...sumthing i look up to her when we were together...still look up to her for tat...really proud of her still.
it takes 19yrs for sumone like her to appear...wonder will it take another 19 for the nx one to appear...i noe i'm being pessimistic and all but its just a phase i'm undergoing...all i can say tat she's been a fantastic gerl...nvr disappointed with her and all...well guess its time i move on...1 last look at that pic...indeed it was a moment to remember...well to be honest theres tears i admit...but its tears of joy...i'm happy for her...!
to silin my fairlady: may u seek happiness in any form...its a pleasure to ever noe u, as a friend, a bf, ur ex-bf and again as ur friend...may god bless u!
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9:51 AM
ME
I'm a student, a bboy and a designer and a darn survivor in this mother "fcuking" world. Cocky at times, prefer to carry myself well, always confident in the air and most importantly, am learning to be mature. Whether i'm gd or bad, My closest friends knows me well enuff.
If u wanna get to know me, u can just ask, nothing to be shy about. its an open society out there, if being conservative is such a bother than wats so interesting bout being human. Live life to the fullest and whether its gd or bad, life is still fruitfull because it ain't so dull.
I wanna go backpacking one of this days, so whos along with me i promise i won't BITE...LOL!
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