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Sunday, May 07, 2006


Bad Sundays~!


Today I’m not feeling my best! I feel so lifeless...talk to tinga abit...yea! And then basically just rot my life away. Then this bad migraine bugged me form late noon till now...2am at night. I don’t know wats the cause of this migraines. loads of things bothering me. I wish i could share it with my friends but i don’t know WATS the problems. I think it’s all this over thingy which i almost got into recently...it’s very impulsive but arh! Bad move!

WATS wif all this...why am i getting myself such problems. Love has become so meaningless to me because i started to feel suffocated when getting into one. Twice it had happen. One was about 2mths back and then now. I really should just get myself out of all this problems once and for all b4 i go crazy. This same feeling was like 2yrs back when Jessie broke up wif me...where thereafter i just felt so darn numb...i can't love anyone wholeheartedly.


It really sucks.


Truthfully another small prob is that i still miss her but things are unlike b4...so bothering it makes no diff...I just quit it!


Argh! I think I’ll just slp my problems away. Tmr will be a better day. Yes it will be!


I should just stop being impulsive!


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