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Sunday, May 07, 2006
Bad Sundays~!
Today I’m not feeling my best! I feel so lifeless...talk to tinga abit...yea! And then basically just rot my life away. Then this bad migraine bugged me form late noon till now...2am at night. I don’t know wats the cause of this migraines. loads of things bothering me. I wish i could share it with my friends but i don’t know WATS the problems. I think it’s all this over thingy which i almost got into recently...it’s very impulsive but arh! Bad move!
WATS wif all this...why am i getting myself such problems. Love has become so meaningless to me because i started to feel suffocated when getting into one. Twice it had happen. One was about 2mths back and then now. I really should just get myself out of all this problems once and for all b4 i go crazy. This same feeling was like 2yrs back when Jessie broke up wif me...where thereafter i just felt so darn numb...i can't love anyone wholeheartedly.
It really sucks.
Truthfully another small prob is that i still miss her but things are unlike b4...so bothering it makes no diff...I just quit it!
Argh! I think I’ll just slp my problems away. Tmr will be a better day. Yes it will be!
I should just stop being impulsive!
--you're --
11:03 AM
ME
I'm a student, a bboy and a designer and a darn survivor in this mother "fcuking" world. Cocky at times, prefer to carry myself well, always confident in the air and most importantly, am learning to be mature. Whether i'm gd or bad, My closest friends knows me well enuff.
If u wanna get to know me, u can just ask, nothing to be shy about. its an open society out there, if being conservative is such a bother than wats so interesting bout being human. Live life to the fullest and whether its gd or bad, life is still fruitfull because it ain't so dull.
I wanna go backpacking one of this days, so whos along with me i promise i won't BITE...LOL!
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I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS
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#1 Nike cortez black delux
#2 tat someone special
#3 happy life
#4 red t-shirt
#5 red t-shirt wif my designs
#6 flip flops(stolen)
#7 Havanas flip flops
#8 my god damn diploma
#9 my god damn BA
#10 get married
#11 Sony Digital SLR
#12 Black bermudas
#13 New pairs of black converse shoe
#14 the white macbeth t-shirt
#15 hardi's recommended female jeans
#16 more cheap plain t-shirts
#17 iBook (*NEW*)
#18 iPOD NANO (*NEW*)