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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
WORD UP for the sick boy!
so today i spend the whole day at home...shag out, sick and just feeling damn lazy to even speak a single word. i just got this feeling that i just wanna be alone...u can say i live in my own world...ok...not really still there are friends like tinga and gang, victor and Enemyground...well the others i'm not to sure bout it. my clique of so call friends. i dunno, think i can't fit in due to my rebellious and selfish nature and my tendecy of speaking freely.
well things come and go, anyway the semester ended and a new one is about to begin. whos my new classmate? i got no idea. seen the whole of VC over 1 yr, Lotsa diff people around. the gd ones are considered the minority. hmmm..i dunno how to further explain it but people i met in my previous class like mich and gang and people like ana are nice people to hang out wif...dun need a grp in sch...just be an individual. My selfishness will be disregard, I'll be having less problems if i do the right things, No peer pressure and i need not see the faces of people who dun like I...but still I'll have friends.
well NAFA is a competitve sch. see lots of threats around and i realise that i can't disregard such people. well sounds like i might do sum underhanded tricks but NAH! This term i totally forgotten the goals i set in sch, time to achieve it...hopefully being an individual will help. Need no more close friends ...i got my fair share over the yrs thks to gods credit...even though i'm not a religious guy.
affairs of the heart is still quite a prob for me...i dunno...use to envy at seeing couples but now i just got numb. in my mind its bboying, sch and slogging away. ok still friends like tinga still matters to me...
Battle of the Year singapore...JUNE 16th & 17th. haha its drawing closer...i'm damn anxious. hopefully my crew can once again pull out something magical. Lets do this one more time....FOR ENEMYGROUND, FOR BATTLE OF THE YEAR! its always gd to motivate myself in this ways!
WEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!
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10:17 AM
ME
I'm a student, a bboy and a designer and a darn survivor in this mother "fcuking" world. Cocky at times, prefer to carry myself well, always confident in the air and most importantly, am learning to be mature. Whether i'm gd or bad, My closest friends knows me well enuff.
If u wanna get to know me, u can just ask, nothing to be shy about. its an open society out there, if being conservative is such a bother than wats so interesting bout being human. Live life to the fullest and whether its gd or bad, life is still fruitfull because it ain't so dull.
I wanna go backpacking one of this days, so whos along with me i promise i won't BITE...LOL!
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